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WHO AM I?
Yeah, i dont know about life in general.
i dont know about my christianlyness.
i dont know about my friends.
i dont know about the boys.
i dont know about my future.
i dont know about tomorrow.
i dont know about today.
i dont know about my face.
i dont know about my body image.
i dont know about my personality.
i dont know about what i want.
i dont know about the things in life.
i dont know about what i want.
i dont know about myself.
it seems i am at a point in my life that i just dont know what i want. i dont even know my true personality. im afraid im becoming something im not. my faith has gotten weaker and weaker. i dont know if im a true christian anymore. i dont know if i even try to be one any more. i dont know whats true and whats a lie. to me, my life is too boring to keep it as it is, so i tell others what they want to hear. i dont know how to fix this. i think im forming into my friends, and not me. i want to be me. but i cant seem to be me when im just copying what others say. how am i going to get through life? i cant fake my way all the way through. i have always wanted to be the 'original one' i just want to be ME!!!! i can tell @ church that nobody wants to even be around me. but i try so hard. maybe i need to change? maybe i just need a break from church. i can tell people just walk the other way when i walk into the room. at school i dont even have that many friends, and i need MORe. i have a small group of them, but i want some more. Im so caught up in social levels that i dont even try to be friends with the "nerds" i would say im a nice level of popularity. but i dont know. i want more. but i cant have everything. i just want to be me really. becacuse me is all i can be. and i ccant please everyone. so i just want to please myself, thught that sounds really selfish. but i just want to be lme. i just want to satisfy myself. i dont want to have the thought proccess of "others will look at me like im so popular and they want to be me" because thats what i have been doing for the last... i dont know 1 years?!?!?!
i just want to please everyone, but i dont have time for myself. but since im getting older, im finding more of myself within me. and i want to be that person that people actually want to be around.
i can try.
i can talk the talk.
i can walk the walk.
i can trick the whole world into thinking im comfortable with myself.
but i cant fool myself.
am i the only one with this problemmm?
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i understand that lifes hard and that you forget things about yourself.Maybee it would help if you made a list of things you know that you can do and it might even help if you also write down the people that love you the most and after think to urself about how good your life is. Because thats what matters the most
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Let Me start off by saying your not the only person that's going thru this. same time last year
that was [me] i didn't understand and could care less for [anything] but,
it's okay to not know who you are!
and it's okay to not know whats going to happend
with the future; and its most deff alright to not
know who you are right now in life' god by far isnt finshed with you yet so you have nothing to worrie, don't be scared of being someone your not.
just do what you do best be you, -DONT copy, if you like it you like it you don't have to please the world and most deff don't have to make the world like you people are going to like you; and people are going to hate you it's life.
and youi can't go on trying to make everyone happy
do what makes YOU happy, everything will fall in
to place god knows what hes doing with your life.
your in good hands for be you, and don't stress the little things, everyone goes thru it your only
a humen; <33333333333
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hey, you are def. not the only one with this problem. I think you just need to talk with someone about all your feelings. your right you can't please anyone you have to first off do what you want in a ofcourse appropiate way thats the first thing. This will help you to respect yourself and the needs you want to take care of yourself. I am in a position now where i don't know myself and what i want but i need to just really think about things and that has helped me in someways i go to therapy and they help me with my feelings and if you just express all your feelings to someone it will help you go "hey, i need to do something about that" and you need to stand up for yourself. If you have no problems being confident or anything and feel you fake yourself stop becasue ppl can take advantage of that and manipulate you and thats the last thing you want. Just take time to think by yourself write anything down like in a journal. thats the best thati can think. I don't know how old you are but if you are young don't worry about it just talk to someone let out everything even if you think its stupid...i hope that helps just think about it hun.
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