(not sure if this is in the right section sorry if not)
Have you ever done somthing so bad it grinds away at your consciounce and mind for days on end? i have that right now because i did something i probably shouldnt have and now i have that sort of manic nerveous feeling because i know that no one will find out if i dont say, but i want to say so badly to a freind just so i can ease some pressuere or somthing but i dont know if i can trust any one i know except for people i dont know koz i know they wont tell any one and then it wont get passed around... i think i just found out what paranoia feels like. aah hell, any one got any tips to cope with this sort of thing i'v been like it for like 3 days now
Additional info, added Saturday March 22 2008, 7:11 pm: Edit 1: some one i know just came onto my instant messenger and while talking she told me a secret i have to keep, i have to keep this secret just because. do i tell her my problems even though i told my freind (who is also involved in my secret) that i wouldnt tell a single living soul. ok let me tye this up quick becuase im gettin confused and stressed
freind 1 (the person who told me her secret) and freind 2 (my freind whos in on my secret)
freind 1 and 2 are good freinds but can i trust freind 1 enough to not tell freind 2 that i told freind 1
sorry for the obnoxious way of explaining it but its the best i could do with out giving to many details in case any one i knows reading this and recognises the situation.
ps: the thing i did IS NOT like murder or anythin insane its just really bad and i am ashamed
The thing is. There are always people to talk to. People like us for example. I don't judge people for one and I don't really know anyone here cause there are no names given, so you don't have to worry abuot exposing any secrets.
The best advice I could give you is to calm down and re-asses the situation. try to think logically. I don't know the full story so I can't REALLY guide you on this. And always remember that a problem shared is a problem halved and you'd be surprised at how many people have experienced the same thing. Sometimes it helps just to talk to a complete stranger. Remember, we judge ourselves the harshest.
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