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disorders, and such.
Okay, I don't really know where to begin, but I guess to start, I just really really want to die. I hate my life so so much, everything that has ever ment something to me is gone. I feel so hopeless ALL THE time, and no one even knows. Im just this little pretty sweet quiet girl at school, but EVERY day, and mainly all day i have these weird crying attacts, when i scream and cry and throw-up. (im home alone alot) And i know why i do, its because of the way i think. Im really complex, and i feel so emty all the time, and i try try so hard to make myself happy but i cant. Sometimes ill get amazingly happy, and then the next day ill take so many pills just wanting to die. When i shorta drop hint arounds my parents... they just kind of laugh and say its just teenage behavior. But they dont know how lonely i get, and how i just dont have the strenght to deal with anything.
I dont want to be weak...
I dont want to be selfish...
And i dont want to be on stupidfcking medicene that makes me feel nothing...
I just want to live my life for God, And see TRUE beauty... which i do see soemtimes... but i always want to die sometimes...
I just don't know what to do... how to over come something...
like ive take personality disorder test online(stupid i know) but im VERY HIGH in the majority of them... but i dont know if being diognoust(cant spell) will help anything. Please give me advice on what i should do,
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Maybe give some free advice about: Mental health?
First off, just go see a doctor, let his see whatever he can see and hear him out, then decide to take his advice or not.
If he does suggest you go to a psychiatrist or whatever, they can't force you to take any drugs, I told mine that I didn't want to take it and that was it.
But, what I later discovered about anti-depressants is that it makes you not feel anything long enough for your emotions to level out and for you to hear what the psychiatrist is actually trying to show you, which IF its a good doctor should be what you want for yourself.
Give me a email if you just want to talk, I could use another friend, No advice!
Best to you!
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You need help i go through this alot your not the only one who thinks about this... nor did you say you did... but if your parents can't take the hint and they refuse to think somethings wrong with you.. take matters into your own hands... I'm the same age as you.. and trust me a couple of weeks ago i felt like dying so much emptyness but you don't know why... I try to run everything off.. i swim so it helps me alot but i don't think it would work for you... there has to be more to the reason why you feel this way if you have aim talk to me xthere4iloveyoux
I'm Ashley.
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