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This is stupid
Stupid!
I remember that, when I was explaining to Lara about that party and nothing happen to me and that guy that I told her in one part of the chat room that I told her this:
I got mad at you when you said you were mad when I told you about that guy I met. Because I don’t know if you liked me too and I didn’t want you to I rather see you with someone else. But you said the reason why you got mad is because you didn’t want me to leave our friendship and focus on some guy. But I wont do that, hell I hardly pay attention to my last boyfriends I like to spend time with friends and family.
She didn’t reply back to that,
(and I was thinking that she just didn’t want to lose my friendship)
(but then she didn’t reply back so now I am thinking she liked me back, so I got confused)
(now thats why i ask her in that note, that she still didnt relpy to)
What I don’t get is why is am I trying to find out if she likes me back when I told her that I am not ready for a relationship which is true. It’s stupid! I guess I am afraid that she might meet someone else and they get together (I worry too much and think about the “what if” situations a lot. It’s annoying!!)
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I kind of actually get how you feel.
You want to know if the person has feelings for you, but you're terrified of a relationship witgh them. I'm in a similar situation.
Though I know why I'm terrified of a relationsip. Have you been hurt by a boy/girlfriend before? This could be why you're not ready. Or maybe you just don't want to make that commitment yet.
If Lara has feelings for you, just take things slowely and let them go from there.
-Laura. (15-f)
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