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i know girls are thought of as weak, and its just SO "normal" for us to be moody all the time but im sure others wonders the same: what kind of curse is this? im not talking about the stereotype, but about the actual hormones that make me this way. i was diagnosed with clinical depression less than a year ago, and its just getting the best of me. my feelings are screwed up, and being toyed with, and i feel so lonely. this life is so stupid, so pointless, and so confusing. i've been thinking about suicide a lot for the longest. im not saying im going to do it, cause im stronger than that, but now i understand people that feel there's no way out. i just dont think anything's worth it anymore. i know im not special, but no one seems to want to listen, and i've failed on getting through this on my own. i shouldn't feel as if life is a battlefield, and i've barely gotten through another day. i dont think its normal. and what's the point of waking up again tomorrow, only to re-do it all again? thnX for reading.
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I used to be exactly the way you are right now, and i think im drifting back into it. I used to hate the way things turned out for me and how it felt to be useless with no point to life in site. You need to find something that makes you happy and dosent kill you to get it. Im here if you want to message me, my names mike and i dont wanna wake up and redo it all again.....
I dont have the msn thing, im on AIM... gameshark7777 or on myspace, Mike Of New Jersey, is my display name.
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I'm not about to give you adivce or convince you you're wrong about everything. I too am clinically depressed and theres nothing really anyone can do to change our minds on life. Just thought you might want to know I'm here if you ever just want to talk.
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