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i rattee hiigh
soo there was booyy i met at a party one night ; his names jamal, we started to hangg out alott after that night, aand then we started to date.. everything juss seemed soo perfectt, then i find outt hes moving bak to NY. =[ yeah reall madd, && reallyy upsett ; but we still stuck together. we never faught . maybe once . buh it was rare . so since we knew he was movin bakk ; we didnt stopp tlking or seein eachother less, we just seen eachother more ... an talked more .. i hadd soo many good times with him , he just knew me so well, and he always made me happy, he might not have been the best guy in the world when it camee to school or behaving, buh i didnt caree ; he was everything to me; he was perfect in my eyes ; and i loved him ; still do , -- we would spendd about everynight together .. he'd walk me to the buss and everything ; i \never got annoyed or anything of him like i did with my ex's .. buh then the day came and he was leavin bakk to his hometownn ; well , of course i was with him, we took a walk, we walked to a park, and we sat there for about 3hours , just talking about ecverything possiiable ; we walked and stoppped here and there , it was about 3am whenn we finally went back to his house, and we sayed our goodbyes . i didnt cry ; i didnt wanna cry , i held it in, he whispired in my ear i...i....love yoouu . and then he juss leftt =/ .. yeah well we ended up brakein upp aboutt a month after he moved, cuss i never seen him anymore; and it was hard to keep in touch ; so i ended it , buh i miss him so much - its been aabout 3-4 months since we've been done , and i still havent dated, and everynight. when i say everynight i meann EVERYNIGHT ! id think about him, durin the dayyy, everydayy hes always on my mindd... buh he has a new girl , and he says he loves her, i need to get over him .. i dont knoe how , i tryed everything i can, i dont eatt really, i think its depression, i neever ; EVER cared for someone as much as i care about him.. someone please give me advicee to get over him . i knoww itss never easyy , butt monthss goin by and i still feel the same !<3 =[[
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Anyways maybe you should stop talking to him and hang around your friends allot and be around people that make you laugh and smile allot,go out don't always be alone cause that will just make you think do something with your spare time.
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