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NEVER-ENDING--CRUSH
(its long but please read it. please? ill be very greatfull :-))
For the longest time sense Late 7th grade i liked this Guy, (whos name shall not be known) Wow. i loved everything about him. everything. but he was popular. and i wasent. buti liked him so much, he was like diffrent from all the other guys, and me likening him so much and him not even knowing i exsisted jusst killed me. i was despreate to get his attention. my friend told me just to try and talk to him. so I did. in art, he had this painting he said his grandpa made and shared it in class, when he wass walking towards me my heart was pounding so hard, with him just looking at me. thten i asked him questions about it. later i wenet over to his table complimeanting his painting. thhen lateer he even came over and complimented mine! days went by. i sunk so low for attention i purpously fell of my chair, just for him to ask if i was ok. He did, my side hurt alot, but hearing his voice was worth it.We did holligrams for holloween, and i sent him one. i was afraid he would laugh and tell all his friends and make fun off me. but nothing happened. Mabyee he didnt get it. i thought. IN science me and my group were in the hall working at a table, when our teacher came out he went over by me and the teacher, held on my chair and asked the question. AMAZINGLY another time in science we had to make partners oposite gender. we were the only two left. it was werid beacuse hee was popular, couldnt he find one? we worked together! i liked him so much, when he threw his paper away, i kept it.to go home and stare at his writeing. wow, i feel like a stalker, lol anyway, hee kept staring at me in chior, or so i thought as days went by, i figgered he was looking at this otheropoular snotty girl behind me. at lunch he had to tell the lunch lady somthing i guess as he went by our table he stopped and stared at me for about 5 secounds. then left, my friend next to me argued he was staring at her. wow, i love him. he is evereything. i am homschooled now. i think about him every single day for a while, but now i never see him. I have ea choice to go back to that school or go to another next year, and be popular there. But he wont be there. he probly doesnt eveen like me. Mabee it was a cowincadince (however you spell it.) Maybee he thinks im weird. Maybee its nothing at all. nothing. it might just all be inside my head. i like him so much but i know i could never be with him. a guy like him would never be with a girl like me. why am I wasting my time? but i cant help thinking about him. but it doesnt matter, he'll never like me...right?
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Why did you start geting home schooled. That was a bad Idia. But yeah you should go back to school from what it seemed him liked you because you were talking to him or at least trying to get him to notice you. With popular boys is when you need to play hard to get. my advice is to go back to school and hope he's still there. when you around him try to flirt but at the same time playing hard to get like follow him try to see him in the hall once in a wile. and when you see him act like you didnt. make him come to you.
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First of all, never ever let a guy feel like you're not worth it. Because you are worth it and remember that. Secondly, you need to stop worrying and just ask him out. Yes, I know, you can't do that, you'd just die of embarssment if he said no. But the thing is, he may be crushing on you just as much as you're crushing on him and how will you ever know if you don't just ask him? Life is wayyy to short to not go after what you want. You need to get over your fear and just confront him. Worse case scenario he says no and you'll be no worse off than you are now. Best case scenario he says yes and you guys end up really hittiing it off. I know what it's like to have a crush on someone that you think would never like you back, but you just have to go for it. Life is a series of risks, don't sell yourself short. Be confident in who you are, know that you're brilliant and that if he turns you down, than he's not worth it and there's plenty of fish in the see. P.S. Don't assume he doesn't like you. Assuming makes an ass out of you and me!! Trust your heart and go for it girl!
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