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my sister, kinda
well this is kinda gonna be long but i know i need help!
my cousin plays hockey for his college, my family and i have been following the team for the past 2 years. last season his girlfriend and her best friend (a we will call her) started coming to the games and we became close to them. a and i would talk the whole games and have a good time and we became really really close tot he point where i was at a party (i have anxiety and i cant get through sleepovers to well) and she texted me to make sure i was alright and stuff like that. when the season was coming to an end it seemed like i was getting depressed (eventually i was diagnosed with depression but we didnt know what its from) i kinda think its because i knew i wouldnt see her all spring and summer. i kept in contact with a by aim and texting but it wasnt the same. so i told her the last game that i would make sure i get her to come down here to visit and that we would come up to see her during the summer. well she just came down for the weekend and i had an awesome time with her but now thats shes gone im really upset just like i was when the hockey season ended. i know i will keep in contact with her until hockey starts but not like we used to. now i just found out she wont be at as many games as she was last season (she has to work on the weekends and she doesnt think she will be able to come to both game on the weekend, maybe one.) i just think she is amazing, shes funny and pretty and i want to have my life turn out like hers in most ways and honestly i think im jealous of her even though she is like 6 years older than me. i never mean to but i always bring her up in my conversations like a said this and like if im sitting in class ill think about hockey and the times we were together and stuff like that and she is always on my mind no matter how hard i try to not think about her.now all my thoughts about her turn into things to make me depressed, like, oh im not gonna see her at all, what happens after she finishes college and has a life of her own, shes just gonna forget about me. stuff like that.
sorry this was so long but i need advice on how to not be so upset and how to stop thinking about her so much.
thanks so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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