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I have been dating this guy for 11 months and he has done a lot of bad things to me in the relationship but I have learned to forgive him. Right now as it stands our relationship is okay. I recently been having dreams of having sex with his cousin. I think his cousin is really hot and I want to have sex with him. If i did there would be no relationship @ all because his cousin is 1/2 black and my dad doesn't allow me to date black people [when im 18 ill do whatever the hell i want.] Don't call me a whore I don't care what you think I just need some help on deciding what to do. It's like one of those things you really want to do and you feel the need to do but there is certain things holding you back.
What do you think I should do?
P.S. my boyfriend knows i've had sex dreams about him.
This has nothing to do with your situation at all, but I think you should break up with your boyfriend anyway, it doesn't sound like he respects you at all. You shouldn't just have to just forgive him everytime he does something bad to you.
And if you want to date this other guy, and have an actual relationship with him then you should, even if your dad says you're not aloud to date black people...because that's racist. And you should tell him that too. Just because he's half black doesn't mean he's not a good guy. But seriously, if you really want to hook up with him, then break up with your boyfriend.
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