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I Think Im Depressed.
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Okay. I know im not depressed but ever sence school ended Ive been wicked sad. I sleep for like 10 hours everyday even if I got o bed so early or anything 10 or more and when I wake up I force myself out've bed and im still tired. I rarely get dressed and when I do its because im being forced by a couple of my friends to get outa the house.And even if we go to the movies or funspot I still hate it and wanna go home. I don't know why im always sad and always tired but the thing is I eat a lot. And if i was depressed people usually stop eating right? Well if anything ive started eating more.. Depression is something that runs in the family, but I cant just go to the doctors and be like I think im depressed right? They'd ask questions and I dont want to tell anyone why im feeling this way its stupd and childish and its a dumb thing to be sad about all the time. Ant I really dont think its important.. ahh fine. Okay ive had this teddy bear sence I was born and i got it from my uncle glen and he passed away of cancer November 12th of last year. Well he was like my best friend so I loved that teddybear and started sleeping with it every night(dont say anything!) And i felt so helpless watching him and seeing him get sicker, and The last two months of this life he wasnt there. It was some ill, skinny, frail person not my uncle glen. Well My mom noticed I took it outa my baby bin and that I sleept with it always and took it away and said it wasnt healthy and I told her I just mis him so she gave it back to me and then my brothers starte making fun of me. So I gave it to my mom and she hid it. I dont think she threw it away. Or anything just hid it smehwere ood. and ever sence ive been sad and empty.
Wats wrong with me
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Well it sounds to you that you and your uncle were really close, so the thing is that maybe the teddybear was a memmory of him, and made you feel close to him. So now that it is gone you just feel icky because the teddybear was one of the only things that you had close to your uncle now. i have a similar thing i gave my aunt that i really cared about a stuffed bunny when she was in the hospital, and then when she died i got it back, and so now i keep it in my room and still feel close to her. As weird as it might sound its true. (to at least me)
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Hi.Well I kinda see what your talking about..I've been that way lately too,exept I eat less and it's harder for me to fall asleep.Anyway my advice..is that you find someone to talk to about it so you don't feel so lost.Because holding it up inside of you will just make things worse :/
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