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getting over a death
i was always really close to my aunt,she was like a 2nd mother to me.she was older tho,she was my great aunt.me & her were best friends all my life,i loved her more than anything.but about last october,i found out that she was really really sick,and that she had been for a long time,but they didnt tell me because they didnt think i could handle it.they sed she wouldnt live much longer.she died close to christmas and it ruined my christmas.i bauled my eyes out,and sometimes i still do.i was pale & depressed all the time.well im getting over it,but i miss her so much.i cant get her voice or our memories out of my head.i cant get over this,i miss her.i start crying whenever i think of her.i swear she was an angel,and still is.what can i do to help myself not get so upset.i just miss her so so much.
the last time i saw her,she was so skinny & sickly looking,she looked like an alien,i couldnt handle it.and i dont forgive myself,i was selfish.i couldnt handle seeing her like that,so i left her when she needed me the most.i need her now,i need her so much.i dont know what to do.i miss her,i need her.sometimes,i know shes with me,i can feel it,but its not the same.she was my only true friend ever.what can i do to forgive myself & nto get so upset.
sorry it was long,thanks.
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What you need to do is open yourself up to others and tell them what a wonderful person your aunt was. Reminisce about all the good times you had and remember that she's watching down on you from heaven.
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When my Uncle died of cancer, I thought of blaming god for everything he promised to do than never did. He looked so horrible I couldn't bare look at him. Over time I mean I stell think about him and I miss him so much but you just cant say I dont miss you. It doesnt work that way i know ive tried. Remember all the moments that meant soo much before she looked like a completely diffrent person and don't be sad, she would want you to remember her exactly like that. Like your best friend, not someone who looked like an **alien**. Im not saying you'll ever forget her, but just think it was her time to go. Now god has her doing things that are so important He needed her. Remember all the good times, some of the bad that brought you closer and how at this very moment shes looking down on you..
Im sorry about your lose I know how it feels to lose someone and not be able to do anything but watch them get worse. Blamming yourself wont help, blamming god wont, or her. Remember her to the best of her name and I know and you know she will never be far away.
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