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my life questions put together randomgrl777
Sean 13/m lee 14/f ray 13/f john 14/m and me sue 13/f
Me and Sean have track together but its over. My first time doing track his second. we did the hurdles and high jump and a relay together. We suck at hurdles we were with each other to help each other up and laugh in a nice way we're like that to each other i have fun with him a lot. We also loved each other, which we held it off for a longtime because we didn’t wana lose our friendship. id rather have a best friend than a boyfriend. i had a mission carnival at school. my mom was a chaperone. He was going to ask me out today at school. My mom hates my friends were the punky goths. hes real prep. but i loved him he loved me everyone knows. She always says everything wrong about my friends. she would keep him away and always stops us dancing (my other friends) even me with my friends as friends. we did the music my mom was always watching. i just hate it. she tries to keep me away from my friends. my mom doesn’t even know the real me. my BEST FRIENDS can not even come over
We started like going apart when people used to try to get us together I usually will say no if any guys ask me out and his friend said he didn’t wana make a fool of himself. Im quiet around his family ive even known them for my whole life i just see something in them that IM afraid of or hate or something i don’t know. On my site was so much the music, the pictures, what i wrote, all the quotes! He said what’s with the site I said why he said what’s it all about then my friend told him to fuck off so he left I was about to break down my friend saved me. One thing says 'the jerk i loved, did love, you to watch me in ALL this pain stare and laugh the guy who added to all this, who is killing me, inside, i loved you and you fucked up my life to the limit not sure what and who and how can help me now maybe you know buy you don’t know all i go through. This is one of a hundred
Well like a year ago i started liking him. we started flirting and after about a month of flirting i told him i liked him and he was so shocked ME a punk Goth rebel told him a dork, Im WAY higher up in popularity then he is I said I didn’t care we started flirting and talking less and less. Then i found out he liked me by our of his friends by then our friends started trying to get us together. one time they got us alone talking because we were before with about 8 people from different groups. When they all left he started babbling on about red bull talking so fast then he left so quickly. Another time i stayed at a friends house for 9 days the whole school knew we liked each other and she didn’t she’s never really around he was gona spend the night at his friends house but ended up there soo me him and our 2 friends but they were cousins. so me and him sleeping in the basement with our friends I didn’t say a word to him THE WHOLE TIME. My clothes and music scared him so bad then we got a lot of people to go to the pool i wasn’t aloud to bring any other of my friend’s guys or girls. I said I don’t like any of my other guy friends. but he saw me at the carnival with my friends 6 girls including her and 5 guys.- 3 guys and a girl are a year or 2 older he didn’t even know them then we rode rides ate and had icee fights together. we ran down the road chasing and laughing they laid in the rocks on the playground buried each other. two of the guys hugged me we rode the rides dropped icees on the pharaoh(the swinging side to side ride) we sat on each end. We got covered in ice. i got some on my chest and john got it off. then on the scrambler we each got in a different one and as we were spinning wed slap hands or try to talk and most of the time I passed john. I say Sean watching us a lot especially us lying in the rocks. the day after, my page had more it said how i want a guy to love me for who i am that i WILL NEVER change for anyone and that a guy friend i lost how guys can be such a jerk and be so jealous and SPY...my friend came up to him the day after and he was like what did you do to her then one other person came up to him a girl i HATE asked about me. he told me he liked my page i said yea then just looked up at him ‘’with those gleaming pain filled beautiful eyes he never noticed my eyes they kinda scared him their so pretty ’’he told his friend and his friend told me
Our friends party i kind of talked to Sean but nothing good i guess like hi and in the pool he played football i did some of the time but when i wasn’t hed say sue move and be smiling. Then I was with my other best friends that came lee and ray and john. Were the kinda people to wrestle and stuff and just do stuff to each other. Well the guy and i were with each other a lot...and like sitting RIGHT by each other on the pool steps and wed jump on each other throw pool toys squirt each other with squirt guns ok it was a war kind of a play war lol. sean looked like he was getting so jealous he’d come over say don’t hurt her Im like Im fine were just joking and he would just like splash john or something when i wasnt looking. they hated each other before people call john rainbow and he used to before i became friends with him then i told him to stop. Sean is NEVER the jealous kind of person with any other girls but lately...me. he says he doesn’t love me but that was the last day of school like 3 months ago. I shouldn’t be mad at john he did nothing or Sean he didn’t either or me i just don’t know. WHAT DO I DO? He wouldn’t talk to me on aim or not even sign on aim. but yesterday I got in a big fight with my mom and I was crying for once I couldn’t take it and I said I don’t wana talk to you right now but my away message was I don’t wana talk right now. But I couldn’t help it I couldn’t take it I am suicidal and I was about to kill myself. and then lee wouldn’t leave me she wanted to help me so bad so I told her everything and she stayed on aim and the phone with me for over a hour and she is the only one who knows I cut and she does too we try to make each other stop and its help a WHOLE LOT. she helped me I was laughing and everything after and lived. The fight with my family that was the cause of all this was about everything I do wear and my friends and Im the kind of person that you mess with my friends you will wish you didn’t. my mom says to stay away from my friends and all that’s wrong with each of them she says lee will start me on drugs she says she smokes BUT SHE DOESN’T. My other friend was abused with drugs and it started in preK one parent died the other is in jail for life and she broke out once and tried to take he kids back and beat my friend forced her with cigars and my mom says its all my friends fault SHE WAS ONLY 3 when it started. And my other friend is in trouble so much even more than me and im daily. ALL THAT KINDA SHIT. help me with my life please what could I do im perfectly fine with my friends. Please help me WHAT DO I DO? randomgrl777 please as many answers as possible
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I think with you should talk to your mom about her relationship with your friends. Afterall they are your friends and you're the one hanging out with them. Just tell her how you feel about what she is doing. And that it is not fair that she's keeping you apart from the people you love and really care about. And she can't do anything aboout it.
As for your friend Sean's jealousy. I think that you should confront him. And ask him if he likes you. And if he says no, and you see he means it. Then tell him to stop messing up your life. And that you deserve to be happy. If he said he does like you, then you should give it a try with him. If he says, he doesn't but you see he does. Tell him how you feel about him. And tell him that you have noticed what he does to get your attention.
I don't believe that people should look at each other as clique. I mean, preps, goths, rockers, they're just words to rename a person. If you like someone just go for it. It doesn't matter if they're the biggest dork in school. The only thing that matters is what you feel about them.
Another thing, I too have cut myself. I felt that cutting myself was the only pain I could deal with it. I would go with cuts to school and people would noticed. And I recently learned that cutting yourself doesn't do any good. You're only hurting yourself. Have you ever heard of the rubberband method? Every time you feel like cutting yourself, just find a rubbing band and start hitting yourself with it. It sound pretty stupid. But that's what my counselor told me to do. And iit really did help. But yes, you should stop cutting. And you need to tell your friend to stop too. Even though you guys try to stop each other, you guys need to come together and just tell each other that you are better than this.
And about your friend that was abused. It's not her fault. You should tell your mom that. She was only three and it just couldn't be her fault. I also have a friend who was abused by his stepdad. He would be in the biggest pain ever. But I stuck with him. I was always there when he wanted to drink or do drugs. I recommend that you stay by your friend's side. It doesn't matter what your mom says. If your mom tells you something. Just tell her that it's none of her business and that you need to help a friend.
Well I hope all this works out with you. Good Luckk![:
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