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i think i have low self esteem.
this is gunna come off as one of those typical teenager things.
but i am nervous about everything. everything. i can hardly work up the courage to go out anymore. i'm paranoid as shit that everyone i know hates me. i'm always worried that someone is against me, or making fun of me, or talking about me when i'm not around. i'm afraid those i call friends don't stick up for me when they hear someone saying shit, afraid that they agree.. i'm afraid i'm shallow and superficial and going to be that way forever. sometimes i forget that i'm supposed to care about something, and i just don't and it scares me. sometimes it keeps me awake at night, thinking that every negative thing anyone has ever said about me is 100% true.
how the hell do i get past this?
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find people you really, truley, honestly trust, and you need to go out with them, have the time of your life, be yourself and not give a fuck what anyone thinks about you. i promise, you will feel so much better and about a million times more alive. just think of time your wasting worrying about what people think of you. you're young, live your life, don't care what people think of you, and have as much fun as you possibly can. i'm positive that there is one person out there that loves you to death, and to be honest that's all you need. if people don't stick up for you, they're not good enough to be in your presence, let alone be called your friend. everyone forgets things, don't worry too much about that. people who say negative things about you, say them because they want you to believe it. are you really going to give them the satisfaction of knowing they succeeded?
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