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im a cutter
i've had a rough childhood and i never told anyone how i felt.i never wanted to be the girl who had problems.i was well known in school as the goofy kid who had alot of friends.but little did they know i was a cutter.raped by my father,and my mother was barely home.i started to cut at the age of eleven when they finally found out what had happened with my father.i only saw him once in my life and that was how he showed he cared.......now,im so alone.i dont trust anyone but myself.i dont know what to do anymore but i need someones help.......i cant keep it in anymore.please help me.....
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dear you have been through very rough times keeping all this pain inside you all these years and it takes a lot of courage to open yourself up and you have shown that courage. and trust me once you pour out all that has happened to you and how you felt all this time you will start to heal. you need to realize that you didn't do anything wrong and the person responsible for this, the man who considers himself you father, needs to be punished if he hasn't been yet for ruining your childhood. i strongly suggest that you talk to a therapist they are the best ones to help you deal with this. they can help you get over this and move on with your life. you don't need to cut yourself any longer to ease your pain....find a therapist call him/her and take the first step towards your new life. i know its hard to think that you can get over something like this...no one can completely....but there is life that is beautiful and precious and is waiting for you...and you are the only one who can help you get there..it is going to be a struggle but i feel that you are strong...very strong...don't let the man and the memories that ruined you till now ruin your future...fight for yourself and remember if you ever need to talk to someone i am here :)
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i was nit a cutter but the same thing happened with my dad- but wheni told my mom she didnt beleive me- i dont trust people any more then you do but if you want you can send e a message through the website and ill give you my e-mail so you can e-mail me and we can talk about things. after my dad molested me - i was raped at the age of 17 and now i have a baby girl by that man
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First of all, i want to start by saying that i'm truly sorry for the things that you've been put through.
but,
DONT CUT ANYMORE!
it doesnt make the situation any better than it is.
and the scars will be there forever.
:/
i think you should find someone that you can talk to.
that you can tell EVERYthing to.
you have to learn to trust someone.
One good listener can change your life :]
if you don't feel like there is anyone, im always here :]
send me something in my inbox.
and i'll give you my e-mail, or aim.
hope i could help :]]
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