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Am I depressed?
15/f. I'm a generally satisfied person. I'm OKAY with myself, I have everything I need (and could ever want) bla bla bla. I'm OKAY. But sometimes, everything turns upside down. And it happens so quickly that I can't tell if it's depression or not. I start feeling lonely, and worthless and very sad. Sometimes for no reason at all. But sometimes, even the TINIEST problem could tick me off. I get SO lazy, don't do my homework and just lay in my bed crying all day long. When something tiny happens, I get sooooooooo pissed and throw a tantrum or something. At moments like this, I start cutting myself, drinking, and just feeling like a worthless loser. I stay up until 12 A.M locked in the bathroom, whispering to myself (how much of a loser I am in life, and that I'm worthless and "God what did I do to deserve this? ;_;"), hugging my legs and crying. I don't know what's wrong with me.
Other days I'm perfectly fine and social. Could I be bipolar or something? Or maybe this is just a teenage syndrome stage thing that everyone goes through? I just can't control it :(!!
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Maybe give some free advice about: Mental health?
Hi, I know how you feel I went through the same stuff. It is really hard but I honestly think you do have depression or bipolar. I would go talk to a therapist and see what they tell you. Sometimes they put you on meds and make you feel so much better. Things will get better I promise. If you need anything else let me know.
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