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my life is in ruins
My Life is in Ruins! Anybody I like or love is in a earth hell!
First my aunt has an abusive boyfriend who she can't get enough of. Even though i fight with her like we are sisters, i love her and it hurts me see her...well, get hurt. I want her to break up with this guy because...well, ever heard of kaite brown? I can't talk to her because she is never home but her friend told me and her friend said not to tell my aunt because that would cause drama.
Another thing wrong is my grades! My mom is a perfectionist when it comes to school. see, she got pregnant with me at an early age and when i was little she said i was a mistake and that she could have done better without me. she pushes me and i end up in tears instead.
Another thing wrong is that my grandparents substitute as my OWN PARENTS because my dad and mom work like crazy! we never even get to watch movies.
My other aunt thinks about suicide like crazy! and i seriously don't want to be like her! but my life is the the dump and i know that i shouldn't but I WANT TO DIE!
As that isn't enough, these girls at my school are making me a social reject and making rumors like i had sex with 18 guys! i wanted to punch them but...i walked away.
then i had a fight with my best friend from my other school [her name is ashley] she made another best friend and now they trash talk about me...URRRR this is too much...but it still goes on...
My sister is 4 and she never sees my mom which gets me mad because she will grow up thinking i am her parent!
A 14 YEAR OLD CAN'T HANDLE THIS!
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Do NOT let other peoples problems come down on you. Your aunts, parents, and friends can handle it themselves, you do not need their drama. Focus on YOU and making YOU better. If you really hate the situtation you are in, do amazing at school. Get yourself out of there. Good grades in highscool will get you into a great college, and even on a scolarship. Dont let anyone bring you down. You are NOT a mistake. God doesnt make mistakes. Your mom probably just said that when she was mad, but she loves you deeply. I think its impossible to not love your own child. Prove her wrong by being the best you can be and getting yourself out of these ruins. Be proactive. Sometimes when you cant depend on people, you've gotta fight for yourself. I learned that lesson the hard way.
Be your best. Try your best.
Good luck
-Abby
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ok first of all get your mind off of your family and think about yourself...and another thing...you are NOT a mistake...if you were then you would have never been born...god puts everyone here for a reason...you just have to find yours...and what you can do is just DONT WORRY about anyone because who will truly be with you till the end is yourself...so make the best of your life and get grades and show everyone that your better than them and you can be a role model to your sis not a parent..she looks up to you so show her that she can be all that she can be.
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