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Not your average ''i love two guys'' story
There is this boy (S) that i have known (he has been a family friend) since i was like 6 and i have always liked him though he never gave me the time of day. Well i never lost my felings for him and over the sumer he fianaly started to like me alot i thought. Well then my cousin came down to visit and basicaly took him away. Once she left at the end of the summer me and him started talking and i thought he still was atrackted (we were basicaly understood dating)Well then my cousin came back down and told me he had ben writing her love things and she had proof. Well i confrunted him and me and her basicaly left felings for him. I stil liked him so i continued to talk to him and gee i fell for him again. but i didn't tell him because of what he did the last time. Well i just learned that (although my cousin said she hated him to) him and her are dating and it hurts so bad. I loved him first and the longest and after everything he goes to her. I took it as i was always second to him. I cant just ignore him cause our family intertwines so much. (my cousin lives in vergina and me and (s) live in memphis) so it just hurts to see hear them talk and i still want him(yes my cousin is a b****) What should i do.
Well there is a second boy. I have known forever just like (S). We were always just friends intill last year when we dated and i loved it and we were so close but then i got scared. I am a loner by nature and so it was hard for me to open up to someone except him. he'ss the only one that can read me completly. Well i got scared because of how close he got to me and how alive the feelings rose. I also had the problem where it would take time for me to do anything(like we never kissed although he was used to that in all his relationships) so i was worried he would get tired of waiting. Well so i claled it off while i was still madly in love with him but because of how long We'd been friends(7 years)we stayed friends. Well he got closer still so i gave him to my best friend then pushed him out and that about killed me and him. Well when schol started back we started talking and come to find out he was dating another one of my old friends. well i fell for him in no time and i think he did the same. He is close to breaking up with my old friend and i am woried if he will want to date again. I wouldnt mind it cause i still like him. the only thing is that if we did i would realy be woried about kising or anything cause he has been all over two of my past friends( it was my fault for the first one and he didnt even know that me and the new one used to be friends) Well also i want him now but idk it is just dificult help me. I love them both I want them both I dont know which one i want more but i cant just go find someone else cause i only like peope i have known for years. I almost dont want (S) because of how he kept going for my cousin when he was talking to me and then again i dont want (B) because he has kissed and maybe more with two of my past friends. But I long to be in one of there arms. It is almost a lust now. (neither of them know my feelings cause i dont show emotion very well and dont act on my emotions)
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dude! you need to kiss him! it's not that harddd! go for #2 (NOT "s") that's just my opinion
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it sounds like you become alot more interested in these guys when they like other girls or when other girls like them.. so i think u want them until you have them and then get tired of them and then want them again when you see them w/ sombody else... i sometimes have the same problem.. but i dont think anyone can honestly tell you wich way to go.. i think you should just think about which one you would rather be with or be friends with without any other girl efficting your decisioin.. just think about what you really want not what your friends want or what they want but only what you want.. if you think about it some im sure you will realize which one you love and which one you lust for...
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