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Why do I keep falling for cute boys!?!?!
i dunno what they put in our water to make everyone look so fine! XD especially the boys! and i keep falling for them.. now I like 2 guys, mostly one of them, but I think its mostly based on looks... and I guess we can get along, but I dont even know! We're nice to each other and stuff.. and I hope he didnt figure out that I like him yet.. heh. And the other guy its the same too, but I also find his personality cute in a way, since I know him better. Ugh why do I keep doing this? I'm 13, a girl (no duh) in 7th grade, and I keep falling for boys! Or I just have like these feelings in me when I'm around them.. why did they all have to look so good! well.. alot of them, not all XP. ... maybe its the water?? (XD like in some book called the "Midnighters")
Anyway, I think thats called lust right? I dont wanna do a sin! And why do people say "omg its sin" shouldnt they say "omg your doing a sin"?? i dunno but i heard it on degrassi once.
And sometimes I flirt.. its kinda weird because sometimes I dont wanna.. but like... its hard to explain! Like I'll be trying to flirt but not like you know.. outdo it or something.......... it sucks when you have people like you you dont even like back! ack i hope its not the same for my like bajillion crushes. I've had crushes on guys since like.. first grade! and once I even had a crush on my cousin for petes sake!!!!!!! well it was also cause of his personality, so it wasnt entirely cause of looks.
(and I know this question is completely out of order.. heh sorry.) And sometimes if I really like them like the first guy I talked about that I liked soley cause of looks (I mean, hes not that smart.. but we're both athletic and I was attracted to him cause of that too.) then I'd get all shy. It was worse last year.. oh my god. I was super shy! I could hardly conversation with my crush! (it changes every year) once we were partnered for a project (with like 3 other people) and my friend in class told me that my mouth dropped when our teacher said we were in the same group! XDD how embarassing!! and i sat down with my friend, and my crush sat next to me and i couldnt really look him in the eye and i felt really anxious and stuff. it stinks because i think i'd have alot in common with him, judging on seeing him everyday in school and stuff. now i got better... and well.. yeah! but sometimes i can be a little more outgoing. like i wait for my ship to come in, then i act outgoing. maybe im just self concious sometimes... like you know those kids that you think may be your friend but you dont really know? ack and other stuff. i'll stop now, this is probably uber long already...
THANKYOU LORD AND Y'ALL
FOR ANSWERING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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What the hell are we anwsering?? I bet everyone who reads this is lost.
All i can tell you is that you are boy crazy and thats all it is. You are only 13. You need to calm down. AND for this one i dont even care about the rating you give me, you need to take a seat before you turn into a lil hoe, because the way your talkin, thats how you gonna end up. Flippin from one boy to another. Now let that simmer in your mind for a lil while.
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