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What do I do?!
Ok so first thing's first. I have this friend "Matt". I've known of him for ages and always thought he was a complete dick. But now I hang out with him because my best friend does and I've gotten to know him. I can really see know what an amazing person he is and everything I ever heard about him was bullshit. But anyway, I've never had a crush on any of my friends but I feel drawn to him. This sounds so soppy but I think he's the one. I know him better than some of my other friends and I want to be with him all the time. He makes me laugh and we get along like a house on fire.
But here's the catch, I have fallen head over heels in love with him and I feel sad when I'm not around him. Even when I'm angry with him when we've had a silly argument I still love him at the same time... And another thing, I'm a 14 male to female transsexual who hasn't begun treatment yet so to him I'm a "guy".. now you see my problem.. Please don't see this and not reply, I need help! I want to be with him, but as a girl and then when that happens he'll already know me as a guy... I love him and it's killing me inside.. He's the one...
Please help me,
Thank you so much
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well does this guy know you love him. if he doesnt tell him how you feel. Maybe when you begin treatment and you become a gurl he wont know its you, unless you told him all of this. i really dont know what to say to make this better, but stick with this one. try everything you can to make him love you back. even if it has to wait til your a gurl. and if he really would or will love you. he will except tht fact. i hope your treatment begins soon, so he can fall for you ya kno. i dont think i was much of a help. but really hope everything works...tell him how you feel, if he dont kno bout all this..jus wait til it happens and then go for him...
good luck..best wishes..
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