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i had one boyfriend about 3 yrs ago.
he was my dream guy! he was athletic.. funny.. smart... and we were PERFECT. or so i thought! 'my prince in shining armor turned out to be a loser in aluminum foil' and matt dumped me to go out with his ex! ive had other boyfriends since but ive never trusted any of them because im still not over this one guy! it drives me CRAZY! ive dumped 3 guys because of him... because you cant have a boyfriend if you cant trust them. matt tried to get back together with me... but i was afraid of him making me experience the pain again.. and i dumped him. he was REALLY mad because he said he had changed and all of that bull. how could i have believed him? i went out with 6 girls b4 he asked to get back together with me! but still. i want to like other guys, but i cant get over what matt did to me! it was my first boyfriend, and i really loved that guy. he ruined it. for a while he ruined me. for a while i was emo (no cutting.. just black stuff). and when i finally got over it i couldnt love any other guys for long. help me! i dont want to break any more hearts, hearts that are undeserved to be broken. ill rate REALLLYYYYY high! sorry this was so long! <333
love,
xxl0vergirlxx
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