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Am I jeaolus?
Ok, me and my one friend (he's a boy and I'm a girl) have been friends since birth, and we always LOVED it when we got together. His mom and my mom are best friends, so we all got together about once a month. We have been best friends forever and we still are. Well when we were in 5th grade I told him I liked him, and he said that he liked me. So we started to go out for a while. But after a couple of months, I started to feel really uncomfortable with it, and I was getting annoyed. So I told him how I felt, and he understood. After that, I felt so much better, and I LOVED having him around again.
Well sadly, he moved to a different state and we all miss them so much! I wish he didn't move. We still stay in touch by calling each other and writing letters to each other, but I really miss him. Now he is going to be a softmore, and I'm going to be a freshmen.
I just recieved a letter from him today, and I got very upset after reading this. He told me in the letter that he was dating this one girl. OK, when I broke up with him, I told him that I wasn't ready, and when I was, I'd let him know and we could go back out. He said that that would be ok, and that he would wait for me. But I still went after other guys, and had crushes on others. I think it was because I couldn't picture myself going out with my best friend.
Well I still feel very uncomfortable. But I am kind of proud of him, but I can't stop thinking of him. I don't know if I'm jealous because he might like his girl friend better than me, his best friend. Or because that his new girl friend isn't me. I really want to tell him this, But I know I never could. I use to picture me and him together, but I always didn't like it. Now that he told me about his girl friend, I picture me and him together, and I don't mind it. I actually wish it were like that. But I'm afraid to even speak to him about us use to be going out. What should I do, and why do you think I'm jealous? Thanks!
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You are jealous because you still have feelings for him. Once you get a boyfriend it will probably go away somewhat.
Just stay in touch with your friend. In high school having a long distance relationship just doesnt work real well. There are dances and parties to go to. You don't want to go alone all the time. He can't go with you being out of town
and you can't go with him to his. That does not mean you won't date one of these days...so stay friends. :)
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