I dated a guy (We'll call him X) a few years ago. For me, it was fantastic. I loved him very much. I've dated alot of guys since him but I've never felt that connection with anyone else.
We broke up. It was just too serious, too fast and we were too young.
All of a sudden, he pops back into my life (we're both in college now) and everything is completely crazy! I feel as though nothing has changed inside me as far as my feelings for him go.
We hugged that first day for a long time (we hadn't talked for years). He put his face in my neck, rubbed my back. Later when we talked he told me I'd gotten really pretty and kind of played with my hair a bit.
***He knows I'm seeing someone. He was seeing someone then too.***
Anyway, now we keep in touch through letters as he's away right now. I just can't tell if he feels the same about me or if he doesn't.
He says he still thinks about me and wonders if I'm happy. He's said I'm still very special to him. After that first day we talked, he came back to tell me that he'd thought of me that entire day but didnt know if it was a good thing or a bad thing.
I know he's in a place right now where he can't have a relationship. I can't make a move because of that. He needs to be HERE for me to do that.
But I just don't know. I don't know if he still feels something for me or if I'm just imaging it all because I have feelings for him. I don't know if maybe he's holding off too for the same reasons that I am.
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