ok so right now im 17 i use to like this kid alot when i was 15 nd he was older by about 4 years and i thought he was really hot and one day i got a lil too drunk and being an older kidd knowing i liked him i guess he took advantage of me and i ending up having sex with him .. and i lost my virginity to him .. after that i was like in love with him for the longest time but of course i was nothing to him nd now im afrraid to have sex with my boyfriend who i have been on and off with for awhile and now going out straight for about 11 months becase i don't want people to think im a slut because of the other kid (( which everyone found out about )) and i also dont want the other boy to find out because i don't want him to think less of me i know this sounds bad but this two both know eachother and i still occasionally talk to the boy i lost my virginity too .. my boyfriend i have now is totally in love with me i know he would never do anythink scumbag to me liek the other kid but i just dont know what to do ?? and i kno this sounds bad but i just dont know anymore
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