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ok. i've talked to u before.. im the one depressed and all about a guy with his gf, smokey? thanks for the help. i've been trying to be confindent in myself lately, and im living up to it. but things arent't working out still. i always talk to him and we have long conversations like on aim. one time, we talked till like 2 am<3 1/2 hours. i really really talked to him. and he listened. he even tried to get me to tell him about my love life. what's that supposed to mean? girls dont talk to guys about themselves liking other guys. its... weird? i just get the feeling that he likes me in a way but he really doesnt. ok.. this is getting long. instead of telling him about my undying love for him, i told him about another guy i liked.. yes well i do but its puppy love. and i told him that he said i was pretty<because he did! anyways.. so he was like 'well he likes you already because he called you pretty.' i remembered a while ago that he himself called me pretty. so...? but i dont know, i dont feel pretty. another time, he imed me and we started talking, but then he said that i was distracting him from doing his homework. ?!! so i left him alone. i was still online and it was like around 1:30 aM? he was like 'why are you still awake?' and we talked but i left him alone again. then like at 2, he's like,'it's time for you to go to bed. its really late.' so i get the feeling he cares about me. but what the hell am i supposed to do? i want him to stop now. if i cant get him, i dont want him to be around me. its just that way.. you know what i mean? like, just seeing him and not having him makes me really hurt inside.. well sorry for the long one, but it feels good to get things out. i want to get over him because i cant have him, yet i dont want to because this is something i can't forget. you can't force yourself to get over someone.. it just happens. and its definitely not happening with me. heeeelp.
still miserably yours,
stupidly stupid
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he probably did like u at one time which means theres obviously still something there. we all know how THAT is, but just hang in there. i have a feeling he'll come around. i know TONS of people who all of a sudden realized they liked that certain someone that had been right under their nose the entire time. get what im saying? in the mean time Dont stop talking to him because then all hope will be lost and that just cant happen!! it will work out, and tell tar lungs to get the hell out of your way! :) cause a girls gotta do what a girls gotta do
- mary
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