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my dream is telling me something more than the obvious but i
My town was getting ready for another sort of celebration thing like fireworks night ,but it wasn’t fireworks night, and my friends (13 and 14 year olds) were in Cafe 10 and Abbie and Laura (friends) fancied Hayley’s little brother, who’s 9 years old and also called Jason, and they were swooning over him when he came in and I remember Abbie saying “He’s soo fit”. Then (you know how dreams just take you places without knowing how you got there) I was walking down the small road to Mereside Park and it was dark and there was the whole gang of lads that I had met (in real life) from my holiday at a caravan park the other side of the country were hanging around there. [On my holiday (ages ago) there were 3 of them (who lived at the caravan park) who kept stalking me and trying to get to know me but I wasn’t really bothered about getting to know them, I really don’t talk to my mum about boys and I would be really embarrassed about her finding out about them so I kept telling them not to go near my caravan and pretending I didn’t know them when my parents were around but they kept making it really obvious. I was interested in getting to know them and I started to fancy one of them (called Jason, 14, who actually lived in a city near me before moving…) but we didn’t get extremely close (kiss or anything) and I wish I was a bit more forward. One of the nights I saw that there were actually about 10 of them in their group (they all fancied me, I think they were desperate) but I didn’t have enough time to get to know them all. When I went home after my holiday, I didn’t have the chance to say goodbye, they rang me every night to see how I was and I admitted my feelings for Jason but we did nothing about it, he said if he ever came down he would come and see me. One of them was this annoying kid who was crazy about me and texted me all night every night and kept asking me out. After a while I just wasn’t bothered at all and I got over Jason and everyone and ignored their calls] They were just wandering around and the first one I saw was that annoying kid who fancies me. My mum was there preparing for this event thing and I was pretending I didn’t know them because my mum was there but they kept saying stuff like “Look its Rachel” or “Hi Rachel”
and I said to my mum “I don’t know them”. She said “Oh yes you do” and she walked me over to them...!? I was like “Ok…ok I know them now can you go away , go buy some cheese” (<-- and I actually remember I said that) Anyway I kept hanging around just weaving in and out the little crowd trying to find Jason and then (weird transport thing) I walked into the maths classroom on a sunny day (they’re temporary so we call them chicken huts). I walked into the classroom on the left and Jason was sat on the table near the door- all the tables were moved to the outside of the classroom and there was a big space in the middle. He was wearing a blue and black (I think) stripy jumper and I held his hand and I said “I missed you so much” and he held my hand back and looked me in the eyes (and he asked me if I wanted him to stay and I remember thinking that if I said yeah I had to sacrifice my feelings for Ross ((my recent boyfriend that I had my first proper proper kiss with (it was amazing) but then dumped me 2 days after because he ‘needed some space’ )) but then again he might not be interested in me anymore anyway, but if I broke up with Jason after a bit then he would have to stay and I’d have to see him everyday and it’d be really depressing - in the end I said yes, I want him to stay) Somewhere in the dream I was given a ring by Jason- can’t remember how or where but I kept looking at it. It was smooth, gold and quite chunky but it had a rectangle top. On the rectangle was engraved one of these words: ELCO, ECRO, ELKO or EKRO. (does it mean anything?, I think it was a fashion brand in my dream) . And I really love that ring and I kept thinking to myself ‘This better not be a dream’ like it wasn’t a dream at all and I was only kidding myself etc. Next in the dream a load of high passenger planes were all flying northwest and you could see the white smoke bit making lines across the sky. Then one went past and it was quite low and it was making screeching noises like a missile .Samantha (there were other people in the room but I hardly get on with her) said “There must be an air show on” . Sometime later (I kept walking places with Jason that I can’t remember) I woke up and automatically tried to feel the ring on my finger and it wasn’t there - I literally felt like crying. Then I fell back to sleep again and I recalled all the different places we kissed.
Its just really weird like out of the blue I thought i wasn’t bothered but the dream is really getting to me. Now I really miss him and I want to see him again and I’m wondering if he had a similar dream because it felt like there was a real connection. It could just be that now I’ve kissed Ross and felt what its like to be in a relationship I want more .(kissing-nothing else J) . I keep getting a jolt whenever I see that table in that classroom. I know its just another teenage worry but I want to know what its trying to tell me.
luv rachxxx
ps thanks if you try
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Well I looked up the words that were on the ring, and they are all places in the U.S. Where does Jason live?
Dreams are our subconcious talking to us, and sometimes it can be premonitions sometimes it could be psychic, I'm not sure if I believe in all that supernatural stuff or not, I am on the borderline, but I was just throwing those out there for you to ponder on. Now if you believe you had some kind of connection, it could be psychic or it could just be you had really intense feelings towards Jason. I'm guessing your 14, thats a pretty early age to have such strong feeling, but its been known to happen.
It's cool you remembered so much from the dream. Sorry but I have to ask another question, how old were you and Jason when he gave you the ring, same age as now or older? You could have been dreaming of getting engaged, because you loved him, you thought, hey we should be together, or because it was some kind of premontion.
So my conclusion is either you had really intense emotions for him and you are having some kind of love withdrawls, or you had some kind of psychic connection, like when you kiss there is some kind of jolt, a connection between two souls. If you have anymore dreams like that, the exact same one, or you just remember something more about that one you can contact me at dochollidaychick@yahoo.com. Hope this helped
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