I just want to say thank you for your advice, it made sense and I have chosen to make myself stronger. This message is copied and pasted to other advicenators because I am short on time O_x ... but I want you to know that I read everyones advice and it helped me a lot. MY decision is to continue on, like many said to make myself stronger and for the sake of not giving into my self-centered thoughts because you're all right, there are others who feel as bad or even worst than me so why am I to be like this I am not truly alone like that. By continuing on I will become stronger, someone that can maybe one day feel like I am worthy of my great family and one who will be worthy of having good true friends like the ones I so dearly wish for. You are a good person and I want to thank you for your advice and for reading my little story.
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