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heyy okay well see i have a little problem that i really need help with and i have no idea on where else to turn.. see i am a cutter and i want to stop. i love it soooooo much but it hurts so much when i tell my friends b/c i know they are disapointed in me. see the reason i do it is b/c when i build up anger i like cant control it. sometimes i jsut get so mad at myself or something that i jst dont know whats going on and then once i realize ive done it again i start balling. i have tried practically everything there is to try to get rid of my anger but nothing works! the closest ive gotten away from cutting was either burning myself, making myself throw up or making myself pass out and those arent much better. ppl tell me that its un healthy and that part i seriously dont understand. and now ive gotten to the point where my arms are covered in cuts and burns and if my parents see me do it again i am in deep shit! half of me realy wants to stop but the other half of me really wants to keep cutting. ive already got almost 200 scars and like i made a goal by the end of the year to either stop or have 300. see for me its all or nothing which is why its so fuking hard for me.
what should i do? b/ci dont think i can take it any more.. i am sooooo fucking desperate
i really hope you can helo me:-\
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Heyy chica. well the first thing you gotta do is find the problem that is making you do this, and try to fix it. if you love pain you have sumthing called masochism.. if you didnt already kno that. But uhm yeuh. When you get mad, do sumthing else to get your mind of it. ANYTHiNGG. taking, reading, painting, singing, working out, anything. Try taking a red marker and draw lines where you normally would cut, or burn. One of my friends tought me that one.
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Well i dont kno whut else to say.. but i reallllyyyy hope i helped you!!! keep in touch and if you ever feel liek you wanna do anything to hurt yourself...im always here for you.♥alese
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