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I can't help my prejudice!!!!!!! Ok so I'm in an advanced choir. There's a summer camp where you learn all your repertoire for thte year. I was 12, I had skipped a year so I was the youngest. The older kids just hated the noobs, and I just ignored them because I was a cocky little kid and thought they were just evil jealous freaks. This year, i'm not a rookie anymore, and the new kids are cumin in. A lot of them are my age cuz I skipped a year. For some reason, I hate them!!! They are all those typical, immature preppy, preppy annoying white blond girls who stayed in the previous level for like 3 or 4 years and are obsessed with rock stars. I seriously don't think that they even belong there. And I won't get the same sort of treatment as I did before. Oh god now I'M the evil jealous freak! I know it sounds like I'm being a whiny snobby bitch and complaining that there are people as good as me, but i'm not. I don't know what to do!!! I'm nice to them, but there's still that little devil inside. I know I'm prejudiced, but I can't help it. I feel so messed up and wrecked somebody help me!
xoxo lulu
ps. i rate high
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