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is there anything wrong with me
well my friend died when i was 12 years old, and he was like my life we did EVERYTHING together, he called me every morning i called him every night we were always at each others houses, etc. anyway, im now 23. and the other day i was moving out of my camper because i got into a fight with the people i lived with so iwas moving in to a house with my friend Derek, and i was clearing out my closet and i found a box with all my friends stuff in it, like stuff he gave me, and i went over to my bed and sat looking threw it, and i started bawling like crazy and i threw the box across the room and the baseball that he gave me that was inside the box cracked my mirror so my friend came running in and called my other friend and he came over and held me and talked me threw it.. and he said i do this every once in a while but i dont remember.. is there something wrong with me that i still throw fits like this 11 years later and i cant remember the fits?
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i don tyhink there is any thing wrong with you..as i said before i have mi best friend mitchell..he went to maryland an dhe flew there and last night i had a dream i was at a funeral and he was dead..i was crying all night cus i ddint no if he was ok...i wanted to die..if he diedf.idk wat id do..hes my life...idk wat you shood do but there is derfinaltly nothing wrong with you
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i think you might want to go see a phycologist abut this kind of thing. you suffereed a huge loss and thats not the kind of thing you just get over. throwing fits is not abnormal. im not sure about the not remembering them part. my best guess is that you dont want to remember anything about the pain of losing your friend, so you block out the fits you throw. thats just a guess, though. this may sound harsh, but you might want to see a phycologist about this. contrary to popular belief, therapy is not for "crazy" people. its for people who have issues that cant be resolved on their own. thats my advice. good luck with it.
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aww first of all, i cried when i heard read that story... i am soo sorry to hear that... i mean i dont know what i'd do with out my bff.
well i dont know why you do that. but i think that you are having some kinda amesia so you should talk to the doctor.
and since you miss your friend so much, and i know you will never heal from that wound that was left when your friend was gone.
and well that throwing stuff, i am guessing (i think if you went to thearapy they will say )
the stuff you are throwing is indicated as painful memories and memories of your friend that you are trying to get it over with. i mean it doestnt mean that you dont want to miss your friend but by throwing it, the painful feeling will go away with it.
i know i am only 14 years old, and i hadnt told anyone about this, but i am quite interested in psychology, and had read many books about them, and i am quite good and sometimes even better than few adults, so few people that knows me consult me instead of adult...
so if you really need to know whats going on with you and if you want me to interprete what it means, and why you are doing it, please send me an email with the details. so i can know exactly whats going on
and hope this helped
PS. i know what is like to losing a friend. i am about to lose one of my friend because his on drugs and almost alchoholic, and he might even slit his wrist, but you have to hang on. i mean your friend dont want to see you be sad about it. i mean if you keep on doing that your friend will be sad too watching you from up there.
i know you dont want to do that, people do things that they dont know why they do it. so please let someone help you.
and i wish you the best
Sincerely Sydney
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