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best friends
ok well, me and my best friend always sit together during lunch because were really close, and anyway i was feeling really bad so i wasnt eating anything because i thought if anything touched my mouth id throw up ((because, well, ill explain later)) and so he was like, whats the matter? and i was like, im just feeling really terrible. and he was like, why? is everything ok? and i was like, not really. and he was like, i need more salsa fries((theyre his favortie, its his lunch time obsession)) so if you give me a dollar i'll give you a hug. and i didnt wanna seem desperate so i said, how about you just take the dollar? so he was like, okay thankks. and then he got up to leave and i was like, im gonna come with you okay? and hes like, cool yeah. so i got up and went to the vending machine with him and we were talking and then we went and sat back down and we were talking and i was like, i think _____ is mad at me, and hes like, i know why..its because we spend so much time together. and i was like, well im not gonna stop. and hes like, good..i dont want you to. and then we were walking to seventh period, and he was trying to get me near the boy i like, who is also my best friend, but yeah all this stuff happened and he had a hold of my arm but we got broken appart and i was gripping onto my friend jackie, and then i i called his name and i saw his hand break into this whole crowd of kids who were watching everythiing that was going on and he pulled me out and then we were walking halfway to class and he went to talk to someone, so i kept walking. Then later after homeroom i was walking to the busses and i was like really upset and i was gonna tell him i needed that hug now, but i was too scared. Does any of this that went on mean anything?
And, i've been feeling really down because i like my best friend ((the one that the kid im ranting on about up there tried to push me into)) and i REALLY dont want to at all so i feel terrible, how do i get rid of this feeling? and telling him and forgetting about it arent an option. trust me, ive tried.
thanks much
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This is tough, maybe you should focus on something else, like get into extra activities that will take your mind off him.
Taniqua's-teen-advice
Illinois, 13(almost 14)
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tough one, i dont think that there is a way to forget or lose feelings like that with out like telling the person . .maybe you could fing another guy u really like and start going out with him and then maybe that would get your mind off of him it helped me! good luck hope my advice helped! X0X
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