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It drives me insane that he doesn't like me. I love him so much, no matter what I say. Even when we argue and I say I hate him. Deep down, I still love him. I wish these feelings would go away, I really do. I feel like I'm too young, and I don't really know what love truly is. But all I think about is him. I can never get him off my mind. Every song I hear reminds me of him. I just can't take the fact that he doesn't like me, and knowing that I can't have him makes me want him more. And just whenever he talks to other girls, it makes me jealous that it isn't me he's talking to. I try to make it stop, but I can't. I don't even want to like him because I know it will never happen. Which kills me. People say it's just a crush. But a crush isn't like this, I have had many crushes before and this is NOTHING like those. I care about him more than I do myself. Which is pretty bad. But, it's the truth. I love him so much. I know that's what it is. Just whenever he gets online I get so happy, whether I am talking to him or not. I wish I could let go of all of it. I can't say that I wish I never met him, because then I wouldn't be experiencing what love really is. But I am so fucking scared to get hurt by him. Just by him saying he didn't like me pretty much killed me. I just want to cry every night at the fact he isn't mine. I would give almost anything to have him. It's so hard. I don't know what to do. I don't even know why I try so hard to make him like me, it's not like it works. And it makes me so mad. I wish I could just do something that would make him at least just like me, maybe that could lead to more things. I want, so bad, just to tell him how I really feel. But it's not any other guy. It's him. He is better then anyone else, and it's harder with him. I could tell anyone else that I like them, but not him. I have before. But things have changed since then. I am so confused. Is this what I think it is?
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I have been through the same thing and i know how much it hursts because you love them soooo much that you dont want any other girl to have him!! but if he doesnt like you for the way you are then you have to move on. It will be so hard and you'll have your friends by you. Dont ever change for him. i was willing to do that and i am glad that i dint now!! the only person i'll ever change for now is myself! email me if you ever want to talk and i will try and help you
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welcome to the world of heartache... you're young and if you could ever say out loud to someone "I hate you" than you certainly don't truly love them.
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i am in a similar situation right now. i cant have the person i want and it will prolly never happen. the difference between my situation and yours-- is that me and him talk (all the time), we are friends(actually pretty good ones too), and even though we both like each other in some ways, it will never end up us together. i know how hard it can be to want to be want someone that you cant have. and trust me, it does usually always seem to make it feel like you want them even more because of that fact. but babe, the truth is.. you cant make him like you. im sorry. it isnt that simple. the only advice i can give you is to just be friends with him. atleast you'll have him in your life as a friend, rather than not having him at all. i know it may be hard to do, but in the end it will be worth it.
im sry and i hope it works out for you. i apologize for my answer, it wasnt very helpful. but i tried. i said what i thought and there ya have it. and i also hope that you guys can become good friends and stay that way.
and about the crying every night over him, i know what it is like. and trust me, it will get better. just try and think of some of the good things about you and him. like something he said that you thought was great, or something he did that you just couldnt help but notice, or something you two did. something good will help take away the crying. there is a saying that no guy is worth your tears, and the one who is will never make you cry. always remember that (even though i personally dont believe that one, but hey o well).
just try and cheer up babe. someone else, somedy will come along and sweep you off your feet. and you will have already known what love feels like and if this guy will be worth the rest of your life. atleast you can say you have experienced love already in life.
once again.... good luck with everything and hope everything goes well.
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