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depression (sorry this is really long)
hey i feel really awkward telling you this because i don't really even know who you are, but here it goes... i went through a "stage of depression" i guess you might call it, a while ago and it got really bad. i became bulimic and i cut my wrists, i would cry every night and i d myself. the worst part was, my parents had no idea. they were oblivious to everything because everyone considers me a "good" kid and nobody would even think i would be like that. i knew then that i needed help before it got worse, but i didn't have anyone to turn to. one time i even took a knife to school and i went into the bathroom and dug it into my leg (sorry if you don't want to read this :-/) but now i have all these scars and i really regret what i did. And now my family is moving and i have to leave all my friends and sports teams and transfer schools. i'm getting really scared because it's making me worry about too much, and i'm getting depressed again. i stopped myself the other night from cutting myself again, i don't know why i do it though. i can tell i'm getting all depressed again because i always want to be alone and i pushed away the people that mean the most to me. i don't want to cut myself again but when i'm alone it's all i think about. i don't know who i should tell or what i should do, my parents think i'm excited about moving because it's like their "dream house"... any advice? :-/ thanks? -*jeanine
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there is a lot of people who have cut thereselves from being depressed and all. its really sad and it hurts. maybe you should find something else to do like another activity and try and stop from being alone. and you should talk to someone secretely like a doctor or psychologist. telling your parents would only hurt them. my aim is tha fallen16 we can talk :). Hope i helped
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