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ive been cutting for a while now but recently its gotten much worse than it has ever been. like two of my really close friends know about it but i cant talk to them about it. last year my mom and dad found out and i went to a therapist but it didnt help and they think ive stopped. just knowing how upset theyd get if they knew i still cut i cant talk to them. i hate my mom and dad.i cant trust them and feel like most of the time they hate me. i am depressed all the time and dont know what to do anymore. im so close to just killing myself. ive almost gone through with it in the past. i just need some advice. thanks
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Wow, I'm so sorry. I went through the same thing - you're not alone. I know you think you can't trust your parents, and they hate you, but the thing is they love you and don't want to see you hurt. That's why it would make them upset! My parents were so scared for me when I went through that - it hurts them more to see you sad than anything else. Whatever you do, don't try to kill yourself - it DOES get better. Besides, if you try and fail, they WILL put you in a mental hospital. Nobody wants that, right? (Trust me, you don't). You have to trust your parents enough to get you to a doctor - get anti-depressants. I swear, I never even knew what it WAS to be happy until I got some of those. And since you can't talk to your friends or your parents or a therapist, you're going to have to find someone else to talk to. It doesn't matter who, I mean, it could even be a journal. That's just to get things off your chest. You've already done the first thing to getting better - you've asked for help. Now, just try to find a little courage and tell your parents you need medicine. I'm sorry if that wasn't what you wanted to hear, and I wish I could've told you something else, but it's the only way. I hope everything works out!
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