Lately I've been very depressed.Everything in my life has just gotten so boring and old. I've been dishonest with myself and others. I hear myself saying words that I don't mean and all the while I'm screaming inside. I see myself doing things that aren't me and being someone that I'm not, yet for some reason I just can't stop. I can never concentrate because I'm always daydreaming always trying to escape reality. Or I do things that defy my Christian beliefs and do things I shouldn't. I always feel guilty for the things I do but I can't help but stir up trouble in an attempt to make life less boring. As of yet I've done nothing too unforgivable and horrible but I'm afraid if I continue on this path and don't find happiness soon I'll end up doing something I'll really regret.
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