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more than a game
Ok. You must get so incredibly frustrated with me and my pointless questions but, yeah it's rainbowcherrie again.
Well, as you know, I go out with Jon. He's great, I know he really likes me and I'm ok with that even though I know he doesn't love me just yet, things are going well.
The only thing is, we have this game we play where we plan our future, our children's names and where we will live etc. I know it's just a game and I know that it wont ever happen, I'm only 13 and all. I just can't help wishing and wishing it wasn't just a game and that I could marry him and have his children. None of my friends or him know I feel this way, everyone would say it was just puppy love but...I don't know.
Sometimes the game just gets so real you know? He keeps saying things like: 'I don't care what we do as long as I'm with you.' and yesterday I said: 'You'll have got bored of me by then.' and he kept saying he wouldn't and how he thought I was pretty and he wanted to be with me and all.
If he really means all that stuff, why doesn't he love me??? And I'm always so paranoid that he's lying to me. I don't know what's wrong with me, it's just a game, why am I feeling like this? Please don't tell me I wont feel like this in a few months or so and that I'll have moved on from him and that it's just a fling because that's not how I feel. I think I really love him and I wish wish wish the game was real.
I'm sorry to bother you again but I can trust you and I can't talk to my friends about this. Remember, you can always ask me when you have a problem :) Rainbowcherrie
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it is kind of puppy love if you look at it.. but im in the same perdiciment. I love this guy (Spank). Remember me telling you about him? yeah .. but anyways..i was the same way when i was going out with Chris. Its not so bad but after a month or 2.. i gave up and i didnt feel the same way i did about him. Like i was seriouly in love with him. But then i found out that i could do so much better. So i finally gave up.
How does Jon treat you? Good? Bad? Okay?
That what you need to figure out. Does he treat you good or not. Are you and Jon meant to be together? Think about things like that. Try not to think about him so much. Cause then he will start to ignore you and those sort of things.
Chris did the same thing to me.
Its not wrong to want to be with him all the time. But you gotta calm down about him. Dont get do caught up and obsessed with him. And no its not disgusting. But chill out a bit. lol
I gotta go.. The bells gonna ring soon...
Christine
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