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Okay well..
I was going out with this guy for one year and we were completely in love. We had been having some problems before summer... but they were solved and I thought everything was okay.
Well it was our one year anniversary, and I was trying to get ahold of him. I called him over and over again until I finally got a hold of him. He had been sleeping. We talked for a minute and he said that he had to go. I was like "OKay well talk to you later I love you" and he was like "I love you too" and I added "Happy Anniversary" and he was like "Oh yeah..." as if ugh not again. And I asked him what he meant by that... and the convo went on to him saying he still loves me but someday he doesnt like me and somedays he does... and then he said he didnt want to have a relationship that he needs to get his grades up when school starts and then he needs to do somthings for himself. I asked him if he could ever see us getting together again (cuz we broke up once before --before summer-- and then got back together before he left for camp) and I was crying and hypervenhilating and over all trippin.
Then.. later that night I talked to him and he told me that he was sad at first that we broke up and then he kinda got over it. I mean I know how he felt cuz I couldnt stop crying and later when I got to work I started crying, but everntually I was getting over enough where when I got home I could talk to him again. And that happened. And I asked him if he still liked me and he said yes and I asked him if he still loved me and he said yes. I asked him if I could see him tomorrow (today) and he said if he could.
So I went to the mall with him today. I went to hold his hand (cuz last time we broke up he would still hold my hand and hug me and stuff) and he pulled it away. And he wouldnt hug me or anything.
And he kept asking me what was wrong and if I was depressed, and I kept saying no. Which was a total lie because inside I was just falling up wishing so bad that I could just hold him.
After he dropped my off at home I called him and I was planning on begging for him back but I couldnt do it. I kind of gave out a frustrated sound and yelled "I LOVE YOU" into the phone and he was like "Well, I need to get my grades up and I need to figure out some things for myself." and I was like, yet again, "Is.. Could you EVER see us being back together?" and he kind of snapped "I DONT KNOW and Im staying by that answer." and we ended the call.
And I am so completely in love with him that I cant stop crying. Even right now, I have one half hour to be to work and I cant stop bawling. And I know he still loves me... somewhere...
Try and give some advice for that one.
And by the way Taylor you're not fat so dont even go there.
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ok well first off thanks for the whole not being fat thing lol but the main thing is ur problem. ok well im sure he still loves u cuz u cant really get over someone that fast cuz its been like a year but the thing is why all of a sudden is he worrying about his grades out of a year realationship but even if ur not together im sure he loves u but u should be happy that hes still ur friend cuz i losy my b/f and i wish he was my friend and he wants nothing to do with me but im sure if he took u back once then he will take u again if he comes back to u that means he loves u and u bet hes dying inside just like u r cuz he misses u but he cant do anything about it cuz o his grades and i hope u 2 get back together and stop crying cuz its not nice to cry over some boy even tho i do the same thing but if u keep crying thens its just gonna make u keep thinking bout him ok its his lost not urs im sure ur a beautiful girl (in a friendly way) and every guy should want to be with u so just be patient and what for him or try and move on but he will come back to u cuz he does love u im sure hes just confused right now hope my advice worked and if u want let me know if it did but u would have to tell me ur name thanks and bye GOOD LUCK
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