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Hey, Its Tiffany. I wrote to you a while ago about how I am still in love with my ex and stuff. Well, Him and his girlfriend broke up not to long ago and we had started talking again. I ended up going over to his house a week later and things were going good. His parents weren't home and we were just chillin' in his living room. Everytime i would sit on the other couch he would ask me how come i wasn't sitting with him, even tho he was sitting on a one person chair. So i went over to sit with him (on his lap sorta) and i continued to talk about my life and stuff. It felt sort of weird sitting on his lap especially when he put his arm around me, because it felt like the old days when we were a couple. Then he asked me to kiss him, and i said i would feel like i was being used, but i ended up giving in. I just couldn't help it, I love how he kisses. I've never felt the way i do when i am kissing him with anyone else. Its like a fireworks type of kiss. A kiss ended up into a big makeout session. and at the time it felt soo right. but then when we stopped and talked he said we would just be friends...friends with benifets. I Agreed at first but i don't think it is totally what i want. I mean, I feel like i am used and once he finds a gf, where am i gonna go? I left his house and we hadnt talked for like a week, and then finally he called and he wanted to hang out but i had to work. Luckily i got outta work early and i was driving around with some of my girl friends and we found him and his friends. My friends and his friends think we should go back out and i do too, but he says that he just doesn't want a g/f. Then we ended up kissing. My friends think this is not fair to me, and i don't think it is that fair either but i kiss him anyways. I just don't know what to do. And its weird because his friends spent a lot of their time trying to break us up when we were going out, and now that we are apart they realli want us to go back out. they were pretty much telling him he had to. but he said no...ohwell. JUst thought i'd let you know whats going on.
~Tiffany~
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thanks tiffany for letting me know!:) g'luck with everything!
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