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i cheated on my bf
THE STORY:
me and my bf were going out for not even a month but then someone tells me he put his arm around another girl in a flirty way?? so i get mad but get over it .. but then a few weeks after i was hanging out with my bestfriend and we drove over to this guys house and my ex bf was there ((who i have always still liked)) and we were just flirting and what not but at the end of the night for the last 5 min. we made out on the bed and he fingered me and told me all the right things i wanted to hear like i shouldnt be with my bf and he cheated on me.. but then the next day i kinda felt back so i went over to my bfs house and we just hung out of a while but he knew somthing was wrong but i didnt want to talk about it, then after i left me and my bestfriend drove to this other guys house where i knew my ex would be and then i told him that i felt bad and i didnt want to cheat on my bf and he said ok .. but then he made a move and i had to go with it, and we started making out, he fingered me, i have him a hand job, then we had sex. and after that i felt bad for cheating but i wasnt about to tell my bf because i loved him soo much it would hurt me to hurt him but i told my friend and he said i better tell my bf or he will .. so i told my bf, but all i said was we made out and then he was mad and i was never allowed to talk to my ex evver again, but then my ex got mad and everyone was fighting .. then a week after i was talking to my bf and i told him he didnt own me, then he broke up with me.. then 5 min. after asked me back out but i said no .. then later that night he asked again and i said no, but now i wish i would of said yess but now i dont know what to do...
THE QUESTION:
do i tell him thati still like him and want another chance?? just see what happens?? tell him what all happend when i cheated on him?? do i not deserve another chance?? is it all my falt??
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do you like your ex?? it seems like you do! well, you need to tell him the truth cause thats the only way you can have a real relationship with him!! i dont think its your fault...it seems like you just wanted your boyfriend to treat you like your ex so you went to him! but if he gives you another chance...dont cheat cause that might be your last chance!!
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