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Mood Swings, or Something
I am a 14-year-old girl and a freshman in highschool. For some reason, I started crying spontaneously tonight. I was practicing my trumpet and sounding really crappy, when all of a sudden I started crying. I don't know why, maybe because I'm tired and was sucking at trumpet. And then I started thinking about how I can't play the trumpet and how stupid I am and how I'm really just a dork in disguise (last year I was an undisguised dork. This year I'm sort of attractive, I guess, before I open my mouth) and no one really likes me anyway cause last year people at my school thought I was an introverted dork and now they probably still do. I mean really, what kind of normal person would start crying over that sort of thing? But it's makling me cry really hard right now and I think I'm hyperventilating. This can't be normal. I sound really dorky writing this and I don't know why the heck I am anyway. Right. And sometimes I feel really lonely and I'd like to make many friends and such but I can't because I'm stupid and no one would want to be friends with me anyway. And after I cry or bash on myself I feel self-loathing for being so stupid. It's a bad cycle. Ok, thanks for letting me vent. Ventilate. Hyperventilate.
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Honey, settle! It's probably PMS... I went through a year-long phase once where one day a month I'd cry for twelve hours straight about nothing. Even if it's not hormones, you have to be okay with letting yourself be down. It happens. You feel better afterwards. I'm betting that in the time it'll take me to get to answering your question, you'll feel better. Humanity is about interacting with our emotions, not getting over them or avoiding having feelings.
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