lightoftruth answered Saturday October 5 2013, 11:31 pm: I don't know exactly what advice you're looking for here. You didn't ask a question, but you do need professional help.
There are tons of people who feel the same way you do and have made it out alive.
When you get professional help, they'll help you find ways to deal with your problems rather than thinking that committing suicide will solve your problems.
So go and seek help and things will get better from there. [ lightoftruth's advice column | Ask lightoftruth A Question ]
I'm sorry you have to go through this. But you're not the only one who has felt this way. I have felt suicidal before, and so have many others.
Do you really want to die? You just want life to get better and the pain to go away.
The pain can end though -- without your life ending as well.
What problems are you facing, and are there any solutions other than killing yourself? Are your problems so permanent and awful that there is nothing else that can be done to alleviate them?
Think about the reasons why you should live. What things have you been wanting to do before you die? And who will your decision affect? Even if you don't realize it, there are people out there who love you and don't want you to kill yourself. You deserve to be loved.
I can tell that you need someone to talk to. I am here to listen if you want to talk. My email is athena4896@gmail.com.
You should find someone to talk to about the things that are going on in your life. You can confide in a close friend or trusted person, or you can inbox one of the columnists on this website. Either way, you probably will get some advice on how to solve your problems.
Your life doesn't have to end yet. Someday, you will find a way to be happier, and you will look back on this and be glad that you got help and didn't make the wrong choice. Remember, you are not alone. Many others people have felt suicidal before, but they stayed strong and found a way to live.
You're a special person, and your life is worth a lot more than you think. You can have a beautiful life. No matter what problems you have, there is always a way to keep going. [ Athena4896's advice column | Ask Athena4896 A Question ]
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