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Thank you so so much young Gods helper
I am an 18 year old girl and I have just gotten my heart broken I fell extremely in love with an 18 year old boy who is immature and doesn't value me the way he should. I literally love him more than myself and proven that to him in so many ways but doesn't see that we recently broke up and I am destroyed because I have given everything up in the hopes that I would have a healthy amazing relationship with him we've been together for over a year and a half. god put him in my path he is my soul mate.. But I need him to realize that he needs to value me as the young lady that I am and I need him to grow up. I have faith in God but I am feeling so hopeless right now that contemplating death sounds like the most ideal solution. What can I do to fix not only my emotional state but the problems in life that follow?
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Hello my dear broken hearted girl. You are stronger then you may realize right now. God would not want you to give up on yourself and involve yourself in death. This boy is obviously too immature to see what an amazing girl he has in front of him. And if he cant see that then that's his loss. If that boy sees you walking down the street confident it may show him that he cant bring you down. If he cant see that your guys are meant to be then maybe that's gods sign to you that he wasn't the one. Whether this boy comes back into your life or not you must stay strong. I promise you things will be brighter. You are a beautiful person inside and out.
Be yourself; Believe in yourself
Sincerely Miss0219
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Are you married? If not,he's not your soul mate. And don't think of dying as it's not a solution.
Just move on. Maybe someone even better awaits you.
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All you need to do is pray for now i am 17 now but i had sex with this x-boyfraind to let him know i love him and when we was finis he broke up with me. I have a now boyfreind now and we are getting married nexd yr. God has someone out there for you it is just not time yet. He will come when it is time. This is for the tears someone gave this vears to me when i was crying one time. Read Psalms 56:8 it will help.
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There are so many girls who go through the same thing.
Maybe this guy isn't the guy God intended you to be with, which is why God isn't allowing him to be the man for you.
You know you can't make someone change. You're probably sitting there asking God to change this guys heart. But maybe God's answer is no. Maybe he has someone better for you.
You shouldn't sit around waiting and hoping that this guy will realize what he lost. It's not good for you. You need to get up, and do your best to move on.
Moving on will be hard, it will probably take a couple months. There are girls who hold on for years saying they'll never get over him, he's the one, ect. They are stuck with that pain for years because they wouldn't allow themselves to move on.
So get up, go out with your friends, and enjoy your life. Break ups are the best time to start trying new things.
As for thinking about ending your life, you need to talk to someone about this. Go talk to a counselor, they will help you get through this dark time and they will help you with dealing with your problems.
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I have 3 daughters and have seen them go through this too. It hurts for a while and they got depressed too. Didn't want to eat, nothing could catch their interest, etc...It wasn't until they decided they were tired of being in that state, that they were able to slowly crawl back out of the hole. One mistake I made when i was around your age is that i didnt really love myself enough but did everything for my guy and married him. I continued to love him and be there for him. I was Christian too. We went to church, he ushered, had home fellowship group, part of promise keepers, etc, etc... and yet, he treated me like crap, verbal abuse. My whole family advised i leave him but I stayed because I felt I had to let God heal my marriage. During this time I learned better how to hear personally from God, I was tested by the spirit over and over, go give that person a scripture, go pray for that lady, she has a headache, and I wouldnt believe it but when i did, I found out it was right every time. I am telling my story because i hope it will help you. Belief in God isn't enough. Waiting for God to wave a magic wand and make things go the way you think they were supposed to go...no matter how sure I was that i was supposed to be married to him.
What GOd finally taught me was that Yes...I was supposed to meet him or someone else much like him, because like diamonds, we don't grow unless we come up against pressure and hardship and that was why I was to be with him. But God never said it was for life. God wants us, his kids to grow up healthy and make good decisions and I can see now where the doctrine to never divorce that church taught us, was misleading from Gods most perfect scenerio for me. I have read some things about soul mates recently that say a soul mate is really a soul who was supposed to come into your life for a reason, likely for both of you to have opportunity for growth. They are supposed to be a mate, or in a relationship, mate as in friends or play mate, dating relationship, and doesn't necessarily mean a life time marriage mate. If the lesson God has for you to learn is not learned with the first person to come into your life, you will continue to run into and meet and get into relationship with similar guys because there is a lesson to learn. How many times have you heard a woman ask, why do I keep running into the same kind of losers? Obviously she hasnt learned what she was supposed to learn. I took verbal abuse for 30 years before I finally left. It came to a point where I told him that if he was in the mood to chew me out that i would grab my car keys and leave and i'd go to a girl friends house for the night. God saw that I had decided to love myself enough to not be willing to take anything less than what I deserved. So thats when God told me that if I did not leave him, that I would be dead in 4 years. I had learned all I could with him. It was time to progress on to learning new things. I did leave and God finally gave me a wonderful man because life lesson now are smaller things but equally important. So this new husband is not a soul mate because he doesnt need to be. I do wonder if he is a twin soul? I have read of that but what matters is our growth and progression as souls, not staying stuck.
My words of advice to you are first to start really working on your ability to hear from God. God will talk to you inside your head, using what sounds like your own voice, God will use your sense of humor and be fairly informal if you can be relaxed about it. You won't hear responses at first and its because you need to excercise that spiritual muscle. At your age I was starting to develop it but got sidetracked for a while with all my focus going into my relationship with hubby.When you do start to hear what you think is from God, most the time you'll know it was Him becauise it wont' be something you'd naturally say, its not part of the normal yak yak thoughts (internal dialoge) we have going on with ourselves. And it could be an instruction to do something that you really dont want to do cus you are scared. I asked God, what can I do to please you? I didn't go to him with a prayer list and help me with this and that and show me that way...cus duh..He's our parent, of course he wants to do that for us. But you have to speak to him first, in 99% of my life examples I had to speak to God first. He wont' intrude on our lives if we don't want to take time to talk to HIm.
Second, depression like yours is not due to a chemical imbalance born with so you can do things to get the levels of neuro transmitters in your brain back up, right now they are dangerously low, thus the depression...its not due to what happened but were low to begin with and your problem with the guy is what took you over the edge. Its really simple. Hugs are instant ways to get them up again. Long bear hugs. You cant give a hug without getting one in return. tell your parents or girl friends that you heard somewhere how healthy hugs are for our outlook and your' doing an experiment if you feel silly otherwise. Other ways, are movement, whether dancing, excercuise, running...i like skipping cant do it without laughing cus it feels so silly and kid like, another is laughter, so watch some great comedys, not just the occasional chuckles but the ones where your belly aches and you feel you might pee your pants. Another is music, singing along to your favorite songs is another way. Or just listening to the type of songs that the melody has made your heart feel so light like its a balloon about to float out of your chest...those kinds of melodys...its something about the certain note combos that do it, has nothing to do with the words. For example, one song that does it for me is "Clocks" by Coldplay, to give an example of a non Christian song. Its not a one time fix but stuff that you need to keep doing throughout life because life will always bring some stress to you and this is what combbats the stress so it doesnt get again to the point of depression.
Third, learn how to love yourself fully first and know that a healthy relationship must have both partners put in equal effort and maximum effort to make it a good relationship. Most people at a young age are still too lazy or immature to handle it yet.
If there's anything else i can help with, let me know by dropping a message at my inbox.
Blessings to you dear.
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