16/f. 15/m. my first boyfriend's getting to be REALLY kinky...and it's okay, to some extent. but i've just had enough.
i have a kind of ..a fear of male genitalia..its not a fear..more like a disgust [because of events that have happened previously..to me ..when i was young] and..my bf (lets call him A)
well, A showed me his penis. and i wasn't exactly turned on or anything. we're much too young. and whenever i reject looking at it, or touching it or anything, he gets PISSED at me. and he goes...so you have peniphobia now? WTF?
he ALWAYS finds something wrong with the way i act-how i'm disgusted by certain crude..sexual acts - IN PUBLIC.. WHO touches themselves in public? Please tell me..? Am I insane or -what..?
He takes pictures of his penis and gets upset when I refuse to see it. He doesn't respect my irrational fear...no matter how stupid it is.
Worst of all, he forces some acts on me...he grabs me by the crotch and forcefully grabs my boobs. I liked the making out stage...But it's just getting too retarded now. He's way too horny. And I tell him I love him..because I do. But I can't be with him anymore. I feel like he only uses me for my body. That's all he wants.
Can somebody PLEASE tell me ..whether or not this relationship could be worth saving? Or..?
There's also no intellectual attraction - We have nothing to talk about. It's all physical. And I don't feel like I can tell him anything.
I have no experience with boyfriends prior to this one. So I don't know what to do. Any help would be GREATLYYY appreciated.
well if "A" really cared about you (not saying he doesnt) then he wouldn't be so mean to you about it. he would try and help you, be more undestanding, tell him how you really feel about it, and tell him you don't like it when he sexually does stuff to you. Well with the looks of is as hard as it is, it probabely isn't goin to work, becaus it sounds like your basing your relationship on sexual appeal. You need a boyfriend who will love you as your are inside and out. Who will treat you with respect. best of luck
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I've asked my mom about seeing one... I don't think she took me seriously and it's really hard for me to ask her about that (or about anything) so I want to know what others think first.
I used to be so optimistic, and hardly anything could get in the way of my happiness. I enjoyed every aspect of my life and accepted mistakes as ways to learn, and thought everything happened for a reason.
Recently, somehow I've changed. Sometimes I feel numb, like I just can't feel any type of emotion. My friends will laugh and I can hardly get myself to smile. Other times I'm just not happy. Sometimes I know why, but other times I will feel sad and not know why I feel that way. It's taking a toll on my family, friends, and boyfriend. Sometimes when I "talk" to them, I can hardly get myself to speak. It takes a lot of effort for me to get myself to answer questions or respond to them.
I definitely have some degree of OCD. I haven't been diagnosed, but it would surprise me if I didn't have it. I have routines I feel I have to do and if I don't my luck will turn against me, everything has to be in perfect order. My mom says that is giving me an anxiety problem, which makes sense. So many times, I might look alright on the outside but in my mind I am freaking out, about something as small as turning in a paper to my coach a day late.
I feel like at any given moment I would be able to break down and cry. I have one friend who I know is there for me, and who means a lot to me. I am not close with any family members, and my boyfriend is very good to me, but he isn't the best with advice. I don't know who to turn to.
Am I okay? I don't want to feel like this all the time anymore. I want to know what's wrong with me and what I can do. Please help me?
do you atten church? you should go to a calvary chapel near you. Jesus can fill the emptiness you feel insded. Jesus has a free gift for you. He died on the cross for your sins so you could go to heaven. He then three days later came back to life. All you have to do is accept him into your heart and live for him. read john 3:16 and john 14:6 = )
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