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My name is Carly Marie Cleaves.
I am A Pageant Girl
I'm a real honest person,
Most people cant handle what i have to say.
Which is probably the truth.
I tell it like i see it and thats how it is.
I make alot of wrong choices,
but none that i regret.
I don't feel bad for anyone including myself.
I hate self pitty.
What i absoulty hate the most are people who think they are better then everyone else,
because your not i promise you that.
I cant stand fake people.
I don't see a point in trying to be something your not,
nd' most likely will never be.
I cant stand it when people have fake personalitys,
Its annoying and ignorent...
I hate most people.
There is one person i trust in this world.
Don't try to get to close.
I will push you away.
I wont let you get in my head,
so don't try its a waste of your time.
There is always a chance that someone will get hurt.
So i keep to myself.
If i don't like you or your attatude i will let you know.
I'm a bitch and i know it.
I most certainly will tell you what i think.
Don't think you can change me because you cant.
Trust and believe.
If you think you can break me down your wrong.
I've been through so much that what you have to say,
most likely wont hurt me at all.
No one will ever make me feel bad about myself.
I'm very cold hearted.
I love boys

advice

I had my daugter get the shot like 3 days ago and I am now scared since reading all the comments people have made. I wonder what her odds are for not having any symptoms. She has not had any as of yet so is she out of the woods and if not how long do I need to be aware that something may happen to her? I AM SO SCARED! I WILL NOT have her get the other 2 shots

some girls are fine.
i was just one of the unlucky few.
i don't know what the odds are but many have gotten sick from the shot.
your doctor wont tell you that because they want girls to get the shot..
but i would strongly advise you not too.
they cant even prove that the shot works and even if it does they don't know for how long.
its pretty much a pointless shot.

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how can i become an amazing kisser?

haha get your toung piercedd!
it works like a charm =]

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I am 15/f. I deffinitaly(sp?) know that I want to wait until marriage to have sex. But I have a couple of questions. First question: So you know how like, all girls bleed their first time? Well just say you had just gotten married and go to a hotel room? You just bleed on their sheets or what? What do you do about that? Second question: Well, I've heard a lot of girls say that it hurts the first time you do it. Well, it's not very romatic if you had just got married and you can't "do it" because it hurts, so then what do you do? I've just been wondring this because it just seems like it would be akward when it happens. Sorry if these are weird questions. Thank you bunches!

i didn't bleed and if you do who cares.
haha you don't have to clean it.
most people say it hurts really bad.
my first time i had tears in my eyes,
but now that i look back at it i liked the pain.
its natural, and hurts a little bit everytime when the guy is just putting it in.
its a good pain though.
some girls don't and some do.
well i hope i helped!

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thanks for being there.
i dont have a myspace or anything else just an email

superbrie@yahoo.com

no problem.
anytime.
i love to help.

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14/f
ive cut for like a year and for the 3rd time im trying to quit i just need someone to talk to about it and i dont mean a shrienk or anyone like that.im not trying to seek attention from this just help. i know how much my life can change if i keep cutting and how important it is to stop but i dont want to hear that.
if your a VERY trustworthy person that i could keep talking to and wouldnt annoy you then HELP ME PLEEZ!

hey i know what you are going through.
i'm 16 years old and suffered from cutting since i was 12 i quit off and on.
it seems to be something that keeps coming back into my life.
everyone thinks i'm crazy and i need all kinds of help.
if you need anyone to talk to i'm here for you.

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so last month i got my first gardasil shot. the doctor recomended it but my mom was kinda on edge to decide weather i should get it or not. i got it but my mom seems to think that there can be negative side affects. like that there is side effects more severe then it said on the paper. and some of them may not come right away at all.. it may be a few weeks or months. she says it hasnt been out for to long and that it is new so i could be bad.. but i dont know. she says she has heard negative things.

has anyone heard anything really bad about this shot? not like the common side effects that i read on the paper but ones that are more brushed under the covers and not mentioned. any that could be a huge danger to my health.

15/f

so here is the thing i got the shots and the first one i had no problem. i went for my second one and the next day i woke up and went to school and all was fine. through out my day at school i started to feel really light headed and felt like i was going to pass out. after about an hour of sitting in the nurse's office moving around with a tingly body, dry mouth, and feeling faint it went away. i went home with the worst headache of my life. i didn't think it had anything to do with the shot at the time because i had gotten really bad headaches before. so i thought that all of my symptoms. after receving my third shot that day i was out with some friends and started to feel really hot and faint. i called my mom and she brought me home to get some food, because i thought it had to do with not eating much that day. i tried to eat and couldn't i my whole body started to feel numb and i was shaking a lot. i went to the hospital and after about an hour of being hot, dry mouth, shaking, high heart rate, and feeling faint i felt like i couldn't breathe. they rushed me into a room and started looking me over. laying down your heart rate is only post to be 60 well i was laying down for about twenty minutes and my heart rate was 140. i thought i was going to die that night and so did my mother, and the docters. i had to look my mom in the eye that night and tell her that i loved her and that i was sorry for everything i put her through in my short life, because i thought it was going to be the last time i would be able to say it. that is the worst feeling in the world. they are positive that it was caused by the shot i had eariler that day. to this day i still suffer with hot flashes and bad headaches. i worry about being sick all the time.


DO NOT GET THE SHOT.
it had effected my life in so many ways that i can't explain.
they also have proff that the shot doesn't even work.
so i risked my life and suffer from something that is not even worth it.

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