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Ok well I wanna kill myself but I know Its wrong and today was the 1st time I actually did anything about it*i took a few pills* well now I'm feeling really sick I guess I took at about an hour or 2 ago. Anyway I was sexualy abused by my brother in law when I was 9 turning 10 I am 12 and only this year I've been wanting my life to end. Its all mixed up I know that's in it but its my love life to I cry because of that because the guy I love doesn't knowi exsist(he's 18 his 14 year od brother likes me)and other things I've kept inside 2 lng anyway how can I just stop this feeling of wanting to kill myself,feeling sick,and stop being depressed (link)
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Ok, first of all I do not understand your question at all. I read your question 3 times and still, the only part I understand is the pills part. You should really work on that.
About the advice, and you might think this is completely stupid and you might not even consider it, but it really is more than worth a try.
Theres a pastor in Houston Texas who can help. His name is Joel Osteeen. He preaches in a HUGE building every Sunday and there must be over 10,000 people there. He has a show on the church channel of him preaching. With whatever tv network you have, search his name and you'll find it. It goes on at around 11:30 pm. If you don't want to do that, you can just look him up on YouTube and watch him there. Tell me what you think after you watch, if you even watch at all. Please, email me at melanielovesdylanobrien@gmail.com and tell me what you think. He will change your way of thinking and motivate you to be positive about everything.
He also has a (I guess you would say) series of books that are honestly, life changing. I strongly believe that it'll help if you really listen to what he has to say.
Honey, I hope I have made a huge difference in your life (indirectly of course) and I wish you good luck :)
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