Q: I’m 14, and I’ve been having some serious issues lately.

First of all, ever since the beginning of September, I’ve been feeling drained and empty, and all of my energy has disappeared. The only way I can move is to force myself to move; my limbs feel numb, like they’re just filled with water. My period hasn’t come for 2 months. All of my emotions are gone. I never feel happy, I only feel relieved. I don’t feel any other emotion except for sadness and extreme loneliness. Whatmore, my sense of compassion is gone, and I can’t seem to know the difference between right and wrong. I hear about brutal murders, and I don’t feel that they are bad. I remember when I was taught the importance of being a good person, but I don’t see why I should anymore.

I can feel the evil taking over me, and there’s still a little bit left in me to fight against it. My mind is engaged in fighting the evil 24/7, and because of it, I can’t eat, sleep, or do work. If I relax, I know that the evil will completely take over my mind, and I will become a criminal/human monster. Whenever I hear of a murder, I picture myself as the murderer, but the good side of me fights the evil.

Sometimes, I have an urge to do very evil things. But that little bit of sanity holds me back. I have never done anything remotely evil, though.


I know that if I let the evil consume me completely, then my life will be ruined. I will turn into a criminal or something equal to that, and everything that I’ve worked for for the first 14 years of my life will be gone.

I am not a Christian, but I believe in evil. The only thing I want right now is to know the importance of being a good person…….I don’t see why I should be a moral person right now, but I know that if I become a good person like I was before, I will definitely live a better life and be a happier person.


Seriously, I’m not an emo or anything. But how can I protect myself from the evil and become a good person again? I don’t mean by doing good things….I already do good things for people to mask my evil, but I still have evil in my brain. How can I get rid of the evil and become a genuinely good, compassionate person again? How can I re-learn compassion? I will do anything to get back to the way I was before.

Q: Ever since I was little my family hasnt celebrated Halloween because its an "Evil holiday" is that true? Where in the Bible does it say that? I feel like im missing out on Halloween. Ive only went trick or treeting like 5 times, and im getting old

Q: ok this might sound silly, but i really need a life changing event to becoma a good person, like ive been really bad this past year, ive stolen and lied SOOO MUCCCH! and ive done so many bad things its not even funny! i want to becoma a good person! but it kinda feels like i have no reason for it, like its stupid i know, the reason is that i wanna becoma a good person, but it still feels like.. come on, im getting stuff for free, ikm finding out who my crush likes, im benefeting from it, you know? so i feel like i need this big thing to happen so i can start turning my life around! because i've tried and it doesnt work! there's nothing really to motivate me.. so what should i do? its not like i cant control some big life changing event, so what can i do??

Q: Why do many non-Christians celebrate Christmas? Christmas is a celebration of the birth of Jesus, so I just don't understand how anyone who doesn't believe in Jesus could celebrate his birth just for presents. And why do nonreligious people have to celebrate Christmas? Why not Hannukah or Kwanza?

Also, why do people who only celebrate Christmas and Easter consider themselves Christian? (people who don't pray or go to church, but still celebrate Christian holidays)

Q: I feel like I'm more spiritual than Religious. My family is of the Christian faith. I'm not sure that I'm that religious. I believe in horoscopes (don't judge me) and the power of herbal healing and I feel like I'm more intouch with my spiritual side. Then again, I feel bad for being like that because I'm afraid I'm going to go to hell for not being that religious. I just feel guilty.

What are y'alls opinions on this?
What should I do?

Q: for one night not long ago i had a dream, really bad...but then only two nights ago i had like .. a continuation of that dream .. along with other bad ones.the night i had the continuation of the dream i woke up too something with a woman voice i have never heard shushing me. i woke up immediately. then last night basically early this morning i had bad dreams again that i cant remember but werent as bad as the ones the other night but i woke up to the same voice saying something like go back to sleep or something and shushing me again but talking a little then i just fell back asleep i was a little scared but i was comforted enough to go to sleep. it wasnt my mom cause she is still alive..but i cant think of any change in my life of which would cause this...please i am really curious...help???

Q: Do you think horoscopes are true in any way?

Q: how do you summon your inner demon?

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