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hai everyone.I'm in my teens but very mature for my age.
i can help you in any way possible.
i absolutly love helping people.
and i'm very very kind!
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So basically on December 21st, 2012 around 11:11pm the world is supposed to end, and Im freaking out haha. opinions on this?
if you believe in the bible and all of that stuff it says that Jesus will come down and rule for 100 years.
is he down here yet?
nope.
your silent song resonates
chords strike me like an idea
i don't understand and never will
i always want you here
your eyes are always bright and wide
is it dawn or dusk?
this tinted, blue october sky
dissonance sounds just..
perfect
keep it simple?
no one taught me how
you and me sounds tricky, too
this is how a bleeding, beating heart sounds
i love you, i need you
i've got a twisted toothpick spine
it's an arch you say you adore
i'm proud to call you mine
if you'll always call me your's
spare me a plastic ring, maybe tin
because the concept feels alright
let the bad times roll in
i'll smile with scars from every fucked fight
it's nothing like what they tested and taught
it's nothing ideal
but you stole every second thought,
tell me how this feels
What comes to mind at all when you read this?
im thinking about relationships.
getting a new one and then looking back on the old horrible ones.
I have to choose between a softball banquet, nags head, or a mud bog this weekend. and I've decided that the banquet would be lame, sooooo someone help me decide on the other two!
f/14
mud bog sounds awesome!
i say do that.
but if whatever a nags head is if you think itll be fun go for it!
just think of how all of them will play out for ya.
hope i helped(:
-Tay.
Monday, August 3, 2009 at 12:19PM
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I have wanted to avoid this subject. I thought that it had no affect on me.
When I saw the breaking news on the television, that Michael Jackson was in a coma, I said , “Good, I hope he dies.”
Then they reported that he had died.
I said , “Good, another pedophile gone.”
Wow, Sometimes I surprise myself by my heartlessness. I am such a black and white person. You are either right or wrong in my eyes, and if I deem you wrong, then may whomever you believe in have mercy on you because I certainly will not.
I watch American Idol. It’s one of my favorite television shows. Last season when they did the Michael Jackson music tribute, I did not watch. I made a point of not watching. I hated to miss an episode, but still couldn’t believe that they would showcase a “known” pedophiles music.
I have made a point as well, to not listen to his music, since the charges were made.
That was difficult, especially during Halloween. Thriller has always been my favorite. I use to set my computer speakers on the porch and play Thriller over and over again. One year a group of parents all started doing the Thriller dance in front of my house. That was the best Halloween ever!! Can you imagine a group of people some in costume, some not in front of your house doing the Thriller dance? It was great!
But then when all of the allegations hit, then I personally boycotted Michael Jackson, as I have a son and found the whole mess apprehensible.
Since his death I have watched all of the interviews, and specials about Michael Jackson and his life.
It has finally dawned on me, that I don’t know for a fact that he was guilty. I will never know. More than likely no one will read this who KNOWS for a fact if he was guilty.
Of course he was found not guilty by a jury. But we all went through the OJ trial and we know that our system is not foolproof. There again, we Don’t know, but he wrote a book….
I read a lot of Blogs, and comments about Michael Jackson, and it’s such a hot topic. Everyone seems to be locked into their opinion.
I was locked into mine. But in death, it seems as though I am able to give Michael Jackson the benefit of a doubt that I couldn’t give while he was living.
It almost seems as though a family member has died. I did grow up with his music. I never knew how strongly I felt before, and I , myself, find it very odd. The human brain and how it works is itself very odd.
If we could give people the benefit of a doubt in life that we do in death, wouldn’t that be a beautiful thing?
The one and only person I have found that can do this is my Mother. She has such a beautiful soul. She emphasizes the good in everyone. And when she recognizes a persons bad traits, she prays that the good will prevail, and only focuses only on that. I am so lucky to have her as a Mother! Some may think of her as naive, but I truly believe that she is more astute than ALL who judge her !
I have to go to ADSAP classes, for a DUI from 2 years ago. No,sorry to disappoint , I am NOT perfect! There is a woman who goes to the classes I do. She is so honest with herself and all of us, I cringe. There are some secrets that you should take to the grave. However, she does share hers and she said how the memories haunt her at night, when she lays down for sleep. So she takes a sleeping medication.
I also, take a sleeping pill. If not, then every bad decision I have made in my life haunts me at night, and I toss and turn.
I started connecting the dots this morning and thought that Michael Jackson, must have some really bad demons if he had to take a anesthesia to help him sleep.
The reports have been that he was in a lot of pain.
I don’t know, the Pepsi commercial was a long time ago. How much pain could he be in?
Maybe he did do wrong to those children and couldn’t live with himself when it was time to lay down.
Maybe he endured so much wrong that those memories hindered his sleep.
Point is , We don’t know. He lived such a different life than all of us.
I don’t even think that most of us could comprehend what his “normal” was.
He was odd to us.
He was different.
But what did he have to compare his life to?
If he was indeed a pedophile then he is in the dirt where he belongs.
But if he wasn’t, could you imagine living in a WORLD, not just a Nation, where everyone thought that he was?
I have very mixed feelings.
I love the video I have posted. I love the beginning where he’s going through a sea of paparazzi,( I know it was green screened) looking very solemn and beaten, and then performs to an empty theatre. And the title “You are not Alone.”
But he was alone wasn’t he. And I think the video shows this. The irony is mind-blowing.
It shows that irregardless of how much money and fame you have, you are still in this world alone.
A world full of fans loved this man. But at the end of the day, he was still one man, alone.
I think that , as I have said before I give him the benefit of a doubt now.
And I may go so far as to say that I am in mourning.
I suppose my question is :
did anyone else have a change of heart with Michael Jacksons death?
definently.
i cried my eyes out.
he had a very rough childhood and just wanted all the kids in the world to be happy, like he wasn't.
his father beat him when he did a wrong dance move and all sorts of things.
he was very lonley, just like how all of us feel at some point in our life.
but he was lonley for his whole life..
this is not something a child should go through.
this makes me very very very sad.
he should've had a better life.
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I need to make birthday invitations for my girlfriends suprise birthday party. I got the paper I want to use picked out I just need to find a place where I can use col fonts and stuff my computer doesnt have it on it where can I go?
go to the library, friends house, basically anywhere.
ask follow-ups if needed for more info(:
good luck.
[T;]
I've moved to the country recently and pass a lot of fields during my daily drive. It reminds me a lot of that movie "Signs" with Mel Gibson. I know it's silly to be thinking about but I always wonder if they've had crop circles around here. I thought about asking the locals but it depends a lot on how many crop circles are reported, on average, each year. Does anybody know? If there's a lot I'm so going to start asking some of the farmers! It would be neat to get to see one of these crop circles, I'm sure :D especially if a farmer believed it was from aliens, too!
well.
just go and ask the farmers.
crop circles are very rare a bilieve though.
search in your area.
do a little hunting!
I went to hang out with this friend of mine that I thought was really nice, and he knew I had a bf so I thought we were just gonna hang out.. apparently he thought differently. He made a joint n we smoked up but it must've been laced cuz i had no idea what i was doing afterwards i couldn't even walk. after he smoked me up, he took me back into his bedroom n raped me. I tried to tell him no but I was so high I couldn't even get the words to come out, I could barely even move. I called the police n went to the ER to get a rape kit done but I'm scared now that he's gonna come to my house n hurt me or something. I can't even sleep on the edge of my bed anymore cuz I think he's under there for some reason. I keep thinking it's all my fault. I'm even going through counseling n it doesn't seem to help. What should I do to get rid of these feelings? PLEASE HELP ME!
this isn't your fault.
what's done is done.
he was stupid to think he could just rape you.
you gotta do somethin about that!
put his ass in jail.
but to get rid of these feelings you just have to start new.
think happy thoughts, get him out of your mind.
do things you've never done before, and just live life!
he needs to know your not gunna fail just because he made you vulnerable.
my name is moje,i have problem with my accomodation,i live in a 2 bed room flat with my partner plus 4 children and i am a disable on a wheelchair,to move around in the wheelchair or using my walking stick is a big problem,my children are fostrated and am depress myself,i wake up everyday crying and unhappy,the council refused to help,because they believe am not a pourity,my kids sleeps on the floor,they wake up in the morning with chest pain and cough pls help where should go.i need somebody to check me out.
that really doesn't sound good.
i think you should call the police, or someone that can help you.
i'm sure you can find a help line somewhere.
somewhere!
it's out there.
Okay, 2 questions, if my boyfriend is in aruba and he has his phone, would it cost money for him or me if I texted but he didn't text me back ... ? but if he left his phone at his house and I texted him would it cost money ? we both have unlimited texting, but I know it costs money to text and stuff in different places. haha I know, sounds like a stupid question, but I'm serious. :] thanks a bunch.
just trying to help(:
and i think it does cost money.
i looked into it a bit.
sorry if i'm wrong.
i feel like a lump
what do you guys *really* do each day? (not counting eating, showering, sleeping of course)
i hate when people ask me what i am up to because really, i don't do anything except like watch tv. and being at home during the summer while in college sucks bc no one else is around and its hard to get a job nowadays
a lot of people do that.
don't feel left out!
but there are websites to find somethin fun.
i have this rash type with a couple zits on it between my breast, i think it's from the heat and the sweat gets caught in there. i've tried to wear bigger bras and sports bras too but it doesn't help. is there any home remedies i can rub on it. i've heard tooth paste on pimples/zits but i still have the rash going on.
you could use corto.(cortozone)
it's like this cream.
i think it only gets rid of rashes tho.
so this friday is my dad's birthday. he REALLY wants the new iphone. my mom is gunna give me enough money to go to the store and buy it, but the thing is, is that i'm 15. and my mom is working all day friday, and she really wants me to go get it so we can watch him open it and stuff. i'm 15..and not driving yet..but my friend, who's a year older than me, 16..said that she would drive me to go get it for him while my mom is at work. BUT..my dad is gunna be home with me on his birthday during the day..so...i need to come up with an excuse of WHY i'm leaving..the only think i've thought of is i'm going to a friends house and she's coming to pick me up...or that were going out to eat or something..but i want to have a reason of WHY i'm going out, without him being suspicious..cause we really want this to be a big surprise..
so..any suggestions?? THANKS!
how about you're gunna hang out with her?
you know shes gunna pick you up and go to her house.
i think a dad would fall for that!
just act like your gunna hang out.
i hope i helped!
I just moved into my new apartment and I'm really nervous to be alone! It's a stupid fear, I'm sure, but I'm having a hard time falling asleep now. Are there any ways to cope with nervousness? Can anybody say something to make me feel safer alone in my new apartment? I know I live in a good neighborhood but... :\ IDK!
you could get some extra locks?
and remember to lock the windows.
i can't think of much else.
just remind yourself everyday that you're safe.
i hope i helped in some way(:
A lot of celebrities died recently but I'm not sure if I caught everyone. I know, I know...it isn't really important or anything but I'm just curious. Michael Jackson's face is splattered all over the magazines so you can't really miss that. Billy Mays was a BIG shocker since he's been doing all of those infomercials for awhile. Farrah Fawcett died the same day as Michael Jackson so it was a little covered over with the news of the King of Pop passing away.
Anyway, what other celebrity died this past week or so that I may have missed? ... or was that it?
I think it was Ed something.
He was big.
Type in google Ed who died.
something like that.
Michael Jackson died today and he was only 50 years old. It really took me by surprise, but it wasn't as if I didn't expect it sometime fairly soon. There have been rumors flying around for some time now about his health problems. As a matter of fact, when Michael was on trial, one day he was late because of health problems. Obviously, the judge didn't feel that Michael's health was all that important because he threatened to have Michael Jackson jailed unless he made an appearance in the courtroom. Michael showed up in his pajamas. Does anyone else remember that?
People made it out to seem as if he was faking. Some people even made it seem like he was crazy and would do ANYTHING as he was suddenly "extremely unpredictable" and all. I guess he wasn't kidding or faking about having health problems, huh?
I'm going to miss Michael Jackson. He was a man who set out to hurt no one, but the world seemed hell-bent upon hurting him. Michael Jackson was seriously the King of Pop in so many ways. Maybe he's better off wherever he is since we trashed his good name without even giving him a chance to speak. I choose to believe that he is now seated up in Heaven, seeing God for the first time.
Does anyone feel like me about Michael Jackson or am I alone in this? When I was growing up Michael Jackson was such a big role model. Sure, he was a little weird but he seemed to care and love. I'm really hurt that Michael Jackson is dead :( almost like a large portion of my childhood has been abandoned.
i agree.
I believe he was a good guy.
and those nasty people accused him of wrong things.
its horrible for him to die with so much pain.
okay so you're suppose to put the tampon in the hole closest to your stomach right? cause i tried opening like the lips and its really small...the tampon doesn't fit and i don't know if i should force it...helppppp =/
noo noo noo.
I'm pretty sure you put it in the middle hole!
i think that's right, almost positive.
you do not put it in the place where you pee.
do not do that.
I'm pretty sure it would hurt a lot.