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Q: 14/f
I understand if you don't want to read all of this. But I seriously don't know what's wrong with me.
I've always been a very bright student, and I make straight A's.. People depend on me for advice, and they usually become attached to my happy and cheerful personality.
Even though people depend on me emotionally, the truth is that I fake a lot of my facial expressions. (Horrible!!!! My smiles should be from my heart!)
I now LOATHE long car rides, because I think a lot when I'm in a car. Why? because there aren't many distractions. In one of my more recent car rides, I realized that I am mentally unstable.
I realize that I use people to make myself happy. I usually use whomever is more convenient and whomever I can easily part with.
Lately, I've found that I don't have anyone to talk to that is as smart as me! It's really frustrating to be around a bunch of people who I can't really tell everything I think about to. Because if I did, people would think I'm a monster!
I'm very blunt to people, and don't respect elder people. Why should I have to act special around them? It's not MY fault they're old!
I'm an amatuer (not sure how to spell it) author, kids in my class devour my compilations like hyenas to raw meat.
I think my way through everything. Like crying. Lately I've been crying uncontrollably. Gosh, I sound so emo. Little things just set me off. But I think my way out of it after a while....
What is wrong with me, if anything at all? Or is it just that I'm smart (no, I won't get a big head if you tell me that)?
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Okay... I know exactly how you're feeling.
I was the exact same way when I was your age. Being smart is a gift and a curse, and its all in the way that you use it.
I think its not so much being emotional, but your thoughts are so highly charged with... smarts or whatever, that you can't STOP thinking. Everyone else takes longer to process the same thought, so the sped up process means you have less time to accept it. You really need to just calm down a bit, and think about what you're going through.
email me... we can talk.
black_lipstick_kisses@hotmail.com
*hugs*
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Q: 14/f
This will probably sound weird, but I have this really odd paranoia problem where I go into these modes where it's like I'm reliving a situation I had in the past with another person. It's like being there, like just now I was reliving an embarassing time I had when I was 13, only this really scares me and I have to like breathe really deeply and assure myself that I'm not really there.
Another part of this is how I sort of talk to myself a lot, only I'm not really talking, just mouthing what I would say if I were really talking. And it's always like I'm back in a situation that I was in before, such as a random conversation I had. And I can even feel people looking at me, like I feel like a bunch of people are staring at me even if I'm completely alone.
I've been this way for over a year, and I don't see why. What is wrong with me?
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I have the same problem. Seeing a therapist is a really really good idea. I'm not, because it would bring a whole bunch of bad things that the parents wouldn't approve of, but if there wouldn't be angry parent rampage, you should.
Personally, I think its diagnosed as "post traumatic stress syndrome". they have medication to help.
*huggles* email me and tell me what you found out!! TsnowCwhiteH@hotmail.com
~Rose~
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Q: plz give me any advice
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From experience- don't tell your parents. I know its the "right" thing to do, but from my experience, they get way too mad, and start controlling everything. Then you'll proly want to even more.
If you use a knife, hide it. Don't go near the knife drawer at all. If its a razor, duh, you can't avoid it, but be careful. don't use it when your angry or upset.
Some people use a rubber band on their arm, and snap it instead. However, this is another self abuse, and still is termed as SI. I also have a friend who uses jaw clips on her arms when she wants to cut. Again, still termed as SI.
My personal favorites are writing FULL OUT NO HOLDS BARRED blogs or journal entries or letters, private of course, or taking red markers and marking out the area I am wanting to cut. I also have friends who go scream at trees, but this is extreme, and tends to alert others to schitzophrenic behaviors. :/
LOL. Any specific questions[and yes, I can probably answer] send to my inbox. *huggles*
Rose
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bio
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Hey Peoples...
I'm a Pennsylvania girl plopped right down in the middle of the nowhere, and hating it.
I sing, act, write, read way too much, and I love my girls.
Currently SiNgLe, but I want someone.
I give okay advice, but I won't bullshit to you. If I don't know, I'll tell you straight up. I'm NOT going to sugarcoat answers, and if you rate me down, whatevs. WHO CARES. I'm not here to be the most popular collumnist. I'm here to give advice.
On that note,
Lots of Love
Rose
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Info
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Website: E-mail: Gender: Female Location: I'm stuck here in Hicktown USA AIM: MSN: TsnowCwhiteH@hotmail.com Member Since: February 21, 2007 Answers: 169 Last Update: August 17, 2009 Visitors: 16816
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