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i am now 14 and am a girl. When i was 13 i became bulemic which led to me cutting i cut for almost 8 months. I stopped for a while, then started again. then my bf marc got me to stop btu then he randomly dumped me, then him and his friend molested me wen he was drunk but then i had seex with him by choice 2 days after he starts going out with another girl and doesnt care about wat he did to me. I was a virgin and havign sex for the first time was a big deal to me and he knew that and i chose him but now he betrayed me and used me, im cutting again and i dont kno how to stop. I jus feel so useless and hurt i dont know wat to do. . .
your going through a lot of emotions rite now. and i understand whut its like to feel the way you feel because i used to cut aswell.. it sounds to me like your heart broken, but your also not at peace to whut happened to you. ive had a lot of friends in similar situations as you... most of them had to go to a therapist to help with their cutting. i went to anger managment and therapy for 15 months, and now all of my anger problems have been solved. so i would suggest that. but also if you cant see a therapist you should find something to keep your mind off of cutting, my thing was writing poems. at first i had to punch a pillow to let out my anger.
with your broken heart you have to understand how guys think... most of them really dont care bout how a girl feels about their virginity. that guy is pathetic and you really shouldnt concentrate on him. i know your hurt, and i kow how it feels. just forgive and forget keep moving and do what u have to do for yourself..
hope i helped.
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