Q: me-almost 13, f
guy1-13
guy2-13
today of all school days was very different. i've been pretty good friends (FRIENDS!) with guy1 and guy2 but today.. idk. anyway, in one of my classes i had to work with guy1. i was really into the work but then i noticed guy2 come over to check my answers. then guy1 got all territorial and pushed him back. they went on like this, kind of trapping me in the middle, for about 5-10 min.
they were being really immature and they even had an armwrestle to see who was stronger. guy1 got pissed off because guy2 was playfully grabbing me. not so playful for me.
well, things got pushed up to another level and guy2 was hugging me and grabbing my waist and legs. theeennn he would smell and pplay with my hair. you see, im the kind of person who gets taken advantage of, so i would just ignore it and pretend i didnt notice. other times i would slap his hand with a smile, because i didnt want him to think im mean. aahhh its hard to explain.
sigh
after that i soon found out that guy2 wouldnt talk to me if i was fat and ugly. i called him shallow.
time was running short and i didnt want the paper for homework so i asked guy2 (smart). he said he would give me the answers if i'd "be nice". i was like, define nice and he said forget it. i begged for the answers and finally agreed to "be nice".
he gave me an answers or two and then he got behind my chair and sort of put himself overtop me (representing thee position). guy1 (you should know the fact that guy1 & 2 are good buddies) told me that guy2 was most likely going to rape me some day--he was joking around. and then guy2 was like "maybe... i could probably think of worse"
wow ooookkkkkk.
next class: my assigned seat is next to guy2's. he was still being a jerk and he grabbed my ass when i didnt look. and he would stroke my back when the teacher was talking.
he doesnt ALWAYS do this; but today i guess he just didnt care.
dont you hate when you know a friend is doing something wrong but you dont want to tell on them? if i told a teacher/counsler anonymously, HE would know i sold him out because im pretty much his only target. its like i want him to stop but i dont want him to hate me as a friend because im such a people pleaser.
no ratings for people who say i have to talk to my parents. they wouldnt exactly understand and i hate talking to them about things like this.
what should i do?
