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I complained about this since grade 10, I'm in grade 12 now and I haven't felt this lonely before. I'm almost 17 and I've never had a boyfriend, never had a first kiss and boys rarely hug me too. It's like I repel boys or something all my friends through my high school career have had at least one boyfriend and I can't even get a guy to say hi to me. My little sister who's in grade 10 attracts more boys than me she told me a boy offered to walk her to class but she declined and another boy was playing with her hair and another boy was mad that he didn't get to sit beside her. Also my dad is putting pressure on me saying for prom he wants me with a date otherwise it'll look like I'm a lesbian to his friends. I keep on telling him that none of the boys like me and it's true because I'd always hear boys call me "burst" or "beat" which is slang for ugly. My friends that are obsessed with makeup always beg me to wear makeup too and my mom begs me to wear powder even though I have clear skin. Also I'm average weight I weigh 130 and a little curvy so I'm not overweight either. Here's more background on me I'm socially awkward and whenever I'd have a crush on a guy i would avoid them completely. Some boys used to say they thought I hated them because I gave them a dirty look but I just have chronic bitch face syndrome (Which is what Kanye west has, meaning he never smiles) some boys even thought I was awkward around them when I'm just an awkward person. What could be the problem with me? Even the kids who don't talk to anyone ended up in a relationship like what the heck? The older I get the more embarrassing it is for me to admit that I've never even kissed anyone before. Also do you have any suggestions where I could meet guys my age because the ones at my school are douchebags :) thank you if you read all of this
Do you really want to be in a relationship?
Dear, this isn't a necessity. Find other hobbies! Play golf or something. Hooking with boys is just like playing poker. First of all, it's not healthy, and second, it's based on how much you have (in this case, the looks), do you really want that?
Also, you're seventeen, if you go into a relationship, you'll just either break him or marry him, and I'm sure you want neither...
Lastly, according to your article, you've never fallen in love yet. So wait for the right guy :)
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Thank you so much for taking the time to reply to this question, I really appreciate it :)! And when you said how the relationship would be based on looks, it really opened my eyes because if it's based on looks then it'll be a superficial relationship. I guess I don't need a relationship in high school
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